I'm scared of text conversations on the fly like IRC. I like this because I can plan out what I want to say, but with IRC, it's like Improv. Sure, we all just want to have a chat, so I can relax and just talk, which is great, but I feel that A) I am the least interesting person in the world with the least interesting views and interests in the world, B) I suck at conversations with people (Miracle I have a GF, I tell you) and C) I always forget I'm in conversations.
Seriously, talk to anyone I have IM convos with and I always drift off and just not answer for like half an hour because I have forgotten, regardless of who I'm talking to (Even my girlfriend which is still a miracle I have), I will forget I'm talking and leave the person hanging with an unanswered question, a one way conversation, or them saying "Guess what?" to a big bunch of thin air between my ears.
Adding to this, Months ago, I was invited by a friend into a big Skype conversation room where people converse on a daily basis. A lot of people, room is always open and doing things. I have not been there for months as I'm afraid they might reject me if I just show up again out of the blue. I'm not even sure what they're talking about half the time too, but I probably would if I hung around with them and I just wasn't so afraid of what others think of me. I wish I knew why I hate not knowing what people think of me. It's petty and I feel selfish for it. I wish I knew...