Merinthophobia
Def: an abnormal fear of being tied up or bound.
It's not like claustrophobia, oddly enough I like being in a little space, but the thought of being tied up, unable to move my arms and legs...
I think it started when I was seven and had a bike accident resulting in the brake handle piercing my left leg to the bone on my inner thigh.
I was rushed to the hospital, surprisingly it didn't really hurt, I remember looking down and actually picking out muscle tissue that had gushed onto my socks.
I understood I should try not to move or anything, and I did my best to stay still. But when they transfered me to the operating table, they put me in a kind of mummy restraint that completely held me in place with a hole so they could get to mt leg.
I freaked. I suddenly felt the horrible ache in my bone, the sharp tear of my muscles and the sting of the hole in my skin. I screamed and shook and did everything I could to try to writhe out.
I promised not to move if they took me out, and they told me they'd put me back in if I did start to move again. So they removed it and I was a rock for the whole operation. Every time I felt a pinch or cut I remembered the earlier pain and how much I didn't want it to start again.
From then on I have never been able to allow myself to be restrained.
Guess bondage is forever out of the question for my girlfriend. =/