Why would I need to be attractive if I do not want to people to look at my physical being to begin with. This is why I wear a black clean relaxed cloths with no details at all, basically all my cloths are plain only memorable feature is that they are all black. I want people to look who I am and why I am, I want people to remember my ideas and my thoughts. Physical body is such a weak construction that can be shattered with ease, mind on the other hand, can not...
And I myself don't respect shallow people so why should I, that would be illogical, unless I hate myself...