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just spent a week camping with friends, including this heart-achingly cute girl, who i would kepp looking at to realise she was looking at me, then wed both glance away in disney-esque innocence. actually chances are i was just imagining it, or she was checking to see if that weird guy was staring at her again
such a shame im a 4 at best, maybe a 6 when i lose weight [just changed my diet and exercise regime, lost 5 pounds last week despite unhealthy food and unlimited access to chocolate bars. this will go down as most of that was water apparently] and a 7 if i even get my hair cut properly, and shes about a 15. she is also actually 15,
but looks a lot older and is really mature in terms of personality before you call "paedophilia", and im 18, which would make me feel really weird. although this guy did ask her age then turn to me and say "sorry mate, beyond the acceptable standards [half older persons age + 7]" she didnt actually say she wouldnt go out with me anyway, and then said that love goes beyond age boundaries.
oh well...