What I was trying to say through that is too buy fancy clothes and go dressed each day to school differently.Brimtastic said:Broaden my closet? Little confused on the meaning of that.
What I was trying to say through that is too buy fancy clothes and go dressed each day to school differently.Brimtastic said:Broaden my closet? Little confused on the meaning of that.
Sorry, I'll try to clarify. I just find no point going out of my way to be nice to a girl that I find attractive because even if I treat her well and act nicely towards her. Her opinion of me won't change, the second she sees me she already knows that the most I could ever be is a "friend".Ciarnyn said:I seriously feel your pain. I'm sure there are few that don't, we all know what it's like to be alone. And I wish I could offer you some good advice, but... the same things just don't work for every person. However, this particular sentiment in your post really bothered me. What do you mean when you say "these girls"? And why wouldn't you be nice?Brimtastic said:I find no point in "being nice" to these girls, for I will be the same thing to them no matter how I act.
believe me, there is nothin WORSE than having hopes for a girl and get along with her, then not asking her out and finding later that she is banging someone else. Especially when she tells you that as you are her "friend". It's a thousand times better to ask her out and fail. Remember, a coward dies a thousand times and reliving everything in the "what if" land is the most devastating thing that can happen to you. I speak of experience so trust me on this one. It's much better to face your fears, even if you will fail in the end at least you know you tried.Brimtastic said:I guess to be honest, I am a little scared to keep trying and failing. Failing that one time tore me apart and my personality changed quite a bit from it. I don't know what I would be like if I just kept failing.
My weight never really bothered me (around 250-260 pounds). It's just my friends tend to bring that up as to why I can't/won't get a girlfriend. Then I start feeling like shit.
I guess I just feel confused and lost. I just can't handle the thought of getting the same response.
They don't claim they are the "best", well, one does but that's a different story. When they tell me this stuff they do it in the most sensitive way possible.Flare Phoenix said:Dump those friends. Seriously, if someone keeps pointing out your fat they can't be a very good friend. It's complete lies too. Are these friends of yours the type that claim to be very good with women and have sex with them all the time?Brimtastic said:I guess to be honest, I am a little scared to keep trying and failing. Failing that one time tore me apart and my personality changed quite a bit from it. I don't know what I would be like if I just kept failing.
My weight never really bothered me (around 250-260 pounds). It's just my friends tend to bring that up as to why I can't/won't get a girlfriend. Then I start feeling like shit.
I guess I just feel confused and lost. I just can't handle the thought of getting the same response.
Okay you need to stop that mentallity right now. You've posted here so you obviously want to do something about this. You need to stop thinking of yourself as fat, because all you're doing is putting that thought forward to the girls. What is the worst that can happen if you try to talk to them? You need to learn to accept that you're going to go through a lot of rejections. Good looking people may get girls more easily, but they very rarely hold onto them. Once the physical portion dies down they find they aren't really compatible with their partners. Looks will only get you so far.Brimtastic said:Sorry, I'll try to clarify. I just find no point going out of my way to be nice to a girl that I find attractive because even if I treat her well and act nicely towards her. Her opinion of me won't change, the second she sees me she already knows that the most I could ever be is a "friend".Ciarnyn said:I seriously feel your pain. I'm sure there are few that don't, we all know what it's like to be alone. And I wish I could offer you some good advice, but... the same things just don't work for every person. However, this particular sentiment in your post really bothered me. What do you mean when you say "these girls"? And why wouldn't you be nice?Brimtastic said:I find no point in "being nice" to these girls, for I will be the same thing to them no matter how I act.
Looks are an important part of the equation, if you want a physical relationship. It's really not that strange. For physical activities, the physical aspects matter. And the physical intimacy is really the only difference between a relationship and a friendship. So if you want the physical intimacy, then yes, looks are going to matter. If you think they shouldn't, then you're better off looking for friendship.Brimtastic said:If they actually did want to date me, doesn't that just add to this "joke"? That all we really care about is, if we admit it or not is looks. I can't say that I'm excluded..
I understand. And when I'm talking to a girl, I'm not some dopey and depressing mess as this post may look like to you. Believe it or not, I am very outgoing. I just feel like when I'm talking to a girl that I'm not "getting anywhere".dont_blink said:"yeah he's nice, but i wouldnt go out with him"
is what girls say about boys with no self confidence.
ugly isn't a word that exists in my vocabulary; i've never understood the word.
if you're conscious of your weight, small lifestyle changes fix that. at the end of the day, the kind of girl you want to be with is the kind that like who you are, not what size shirt you wear anyway.
there's nothing more frustrating for a girl than to like a guy that thinks of himself as "fat and ugly". trust me -_-'
i completely support this point.Flare Phoenix said:Okay you need to stop that mentallity right now. You've posted here so you obviously want to do something about this. You need to stop thinking of yourself as fat, because all you're doing is putting that thought forward to the girls. What is the worst that can happen if you try to talk to them? You need to learn to accept that you're going to go through a lot of rejections. Good looking people may get girls more easily, but they very rarely hold onto them. Once the physical portion dies down they find they aren't really compatible with their partners. Looks will only get you so far.
dont_blink said:i completely support this point.Flare Phoenix said:Okay you need to stop that mentallity right now. You've posted here so you obviously want to do something about this. You need to stop thinking of yourself as fat, because all you're doing is putting that thought forward to the girls. What is the worst that can happen if you try to talk to them? You need to learn to accept that you're going to go through a lot of rejections. Good looking people may get girls more easily, but they very rarely hold onto them. Once the physical portion dies down they find they aren't really compatible with their partners. Looks will only get you so far.
more attractive people get girls, yeah, but they fly through them at an unreasonable rate, as they're usually self-obsessed and vain.
from the sounds of things, you have a great personality; if everyone considers you funny and a friend. most girl's'll tell you, if you ask, is that the perfect boyfriend is someone they can talk to, and someone who can make them laugh.
do your best with your appearance. flattering clothes, haircuts, et c. can make a world of difference. but at the end of the day, it's never what really matters.
also- how old are you?
No man, it really helped. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one going through this.Acrisius said:I know exactly how you feel! I'm always the nice, funny guy, but never more. And whenever one of the chicks break down, they cry on my shoulder, make me care about them, and then discard me for the next asshole that comes along to eventually repeat the process. I've let that happen twice or so, but now I feel like you; cynical and cold. My friend often reminds me of this too.Brimtastic said:First off, I want to apologize for wasting your time if none of this makes sense to you, the reader. I don't post much stuff. I just need to get some opinions and I find it quite difficult to articulate how I feel about this subject to friends or family. Your comments are always greatly appreciated.
Anyway, to tell you a little about myself, I am a pretty fat and ugly senior in high school. I have never had a girlfriend nor does it look that likely that I will in some time. In most other aspects of my life I feel confident in my capability. Just not this one.
I never really attempted to get a girlfriend until a year ago. Where I met a girl and I actually thought it was possible that she liked me and all that jazz (I even wrote her poems, yes it is stupid/creepy now that I look back on it, though she did like them). Only to find out she only thought of me as a "nice, funny guy"...
Now days, I am bitter towards the success of my friends and their relationships with their girlfriends. I feel cynical and cold. I have come to realization that no matter what I do/say I will always be the "fat funny guy". I find no point in "being nice" to these girls, for I will be the same thing to them no matter how I act. Right now I feel like this life I'm living in is just a joke and I'm the only one laughing...I don't want to laugh anymore.
I'm also in the same age as you are, attending last year of senior high, and like you, I've never really had a girlfriend(I don't think one weekend counts, if it even lasted that long before she realized that she'd prefer me as a friend. ***** ).
Anyway...Even though you may find yourself bitter about this right now, don't worry. Girls are not important at this stage of your life anyway really, you should focus on your education and your future, as well as your own physical and mental well-being. The rest will come, I promise on all that is dear to me. Always do your best at whatever task or goal you have before you, and it will pay out eventually.
Start going to the gym, or join some kind of sports team or whatever, not just to make yourself more attractive if you're worried about being fat, but because it's gonna make you feel damn good and, most importantly, confident about yourself. Stay positive in general and don't close up completely, be social. I know that's a problem I can have sometimes; it's much easier to just say "fuck it, I'm better off on my own" and sit by your PC or TV every day, instead of calling some friends and try to do something productive.
Well...I don't know if I'm helping right now, I don't really know you(obviously). But I just felt like writing, helping or not.
Argh, this mentality bothers me so much...Acrisius said:I know exactly how you feel! I'm always the nice, funny guy, but never more. And whenever one of the chicks break down, they cry on my shoulder, make me care about them, and then discard me for the next asshole that comes along to eventually repeat the process. I've let that happen twice or so, but now I feel like you; cynical and cold. My friend often reminds me of this too
That's what I thought, and I can understand you thinking that way, but that isn't a mentality to have. You shouldn't be nice to people because you think you can get something out of them, you should be nice because they are another human being, and just as you deserve for people to be nice to you, they deserve the same. I'm sure that's not quite what you mean, because you said you won't "go out of your way" to be nice to them, which is fair. I just hate it when people fall into the mentality of "oh girls never like me so they are the enemy and I will stop being nice to them". Like it or not, girls were not put here for the purpose of pleasing us; they're just people too, you know?Brimtastic said:Sorry, I'll try to clarify. I just find no point going out of my way to be nice to a girl that I find attractive because even if I treat her well and act nicely towards her. Her opinion of me won't change, the second she sees me she already knows that the most I could ever be is a "friend".Ciarnyn said:I seriously feel your pain. I'm sure there are few that don't, we all know what it's like to be alone. And I wish I could offer you some good advice, but... the same things just don't work for every person. However, this particular sentiment in your post really bothered me. What do you mean when you say "these girls"? And why wouldn't you be nice?Brimtastic said:I find no point in "being nice" to these girls, for I will be the same thing to them no matter how I act.
Please, that's not what I'm trying to do at all. It's not about just getting into their pants. It's knowing that the MOST I can ever be to somebody is a "friend". And I don't care what you say, a friend is not just a relationship without the physical part. I don't know many people who are awake at night thinking about their friends or feel like the world just died when their friends leaves them...Nomad said:Argh, this mentality bothers me so much...Acrisius said:I know exactly how you feel! I'm always the nice, funny guy, but never more. And whenever one of the chicks break down, they cry on my shoulder, make me care about them, and then discard me for the next asshole that comes along to eventually repeat the process. I've let that happen twice or so, but now I feel like you; cynical and cold. My friend often reminds me of this too
Being "nice" just so you can get into their pants isn't being nice! It's being manipulative! And just because you act like a decent human being, like a friend should, that doesn't mean they have an automatic duty to take a romantic interest in you. If you're their friend, then you help them when they're going through a rough patch - without expecting something in return. Because that's what friends do.
And you can't force romantic interest. Either they have feelings for you, or they don't. There is nothing they can do to affect that. And if you think they should get involved with you just because you've "earned it", then you're obviously not looking for a relationship - but rather a prostitute. And you can get those much easier by being frank about it.
- You're in high school. You're too young to be this worried about having a partner.Brimtastic said:First off, I want to apologize for wasting your time if none of this makes sense to you, the reader. I don't post much stuff. I just need to get some opinions and I find it quite difficult to articulate how I feel about this subject to friends or family. Your comments are always greatly appreciated.
Anyway, to tell you a little about myself, I am a pretty fat and ugly senior in high school. I have never had a girlfriend nor does it look that likely that I will in some time. In most other aspects of my life I feel confident in my capability. Just not this one.
I never really attempted to get a girlfriend until a year ago. Where I met a girl and I actually thought it was possible that she liked me and all that jazz (I even wrote her poems, yes it is stupid/creepy now that I look back on it, though she did like them). Only to find out she only thought of me as a "nice, funny guy"...
Now days, I am bitter towards the success of my friends and their relationships with their girlfriends. I feel cynical and cold. I have come to realization that no matter what I do/say I will always be the "fat funny guy". I find no point in "being nice" to these girls, for I will be the same thing to them no matter how I act. Right now I feel like this life I'm living in is just a joke and I'm the only one laughing...I don't want to laugh anymore.
This is also sound advice. You're nothing if not practical, Aardvark.Aardvark said:Lower your standards. Remember, there is always someone as desperate as you are ugly. And vice versa.
First of all, anecdotal evidence is not evidence. Nor is the tale of one person proof that a generalization is inaccurate. One person does not influence the statistical makeup of millions.Acrisius said:Btw, looks are way less important than you think, at least if you're not trying to get it with a complete slut. Proof of this is a guy I used to know. He was so obese that he actually got accepted to one of those "You are what you eat"-shows. But he was an extremely awesome person in general, with a great personality. So because he was confident about himself, even though he knew he should lose some weight for his own sake, he could have a really hot, funny and smart girlfriend with no problem.
Anyway, when it all comes down to it, be yourself, and be the best you that you can be. Don't think or try too much, let it come naturally.