I had 2 brothers and a sister, oldest bro was certifiable psycho, I mean he had been in the rubber room and all, he had a distinctly unhealthy fixation (hatred) of me as long as I could remember , at every opportunity he would strangle me, stub cigarettes out on me, punch and kick me and also hit me with various things that came to hand. He actually broke a dinner plate on my face, and fractured my skull with a chair. his creepy behavior got even worse as time went by, and he started creeping into my room when I was 12 and smothering and strangling me ,whispering about how he was going to kill me one day etc. I came to a head soon after that behavior manifested itself, And I cut him up with a carving knife at a bbq, it seems that even the most non violent victim can take only so much. A year after that he committed suicide thank god! And no their is no sentimental attachment to that sick crazy son of a *****.