Went to school.
Made it through the first three periods ignoring everyone.
Fourth period comes along, sit with friend. For some reason, I am not myself, and can not keep my eyes from staring down her shirt the whole time. (It really is unlike me to do that.)
Rest of the day went with confusion.
Realized that I am the biggest pushover when it comes to my girl friends. (I do their homework, I give them advice, I solve their problems, I defend them, I get in fights for them...)
Realized main reason I am suddenly interested in hanging out with best friend who lives down the street is because I want to have sex with her (yet again, something extremely alien to me).
Walked home with senior friend.
Found out she's still intent on getting me to fool around with her.
Went home.
Burned ramen.
Now, I am sitting here, wondering why the hell I've lost my grip on my hormones.