Usually, I am psyched for summer, I don't have to deal with school for 3 months... But now I want it to begin ASAP, I'd give up the rest of summer to go back now.
It's because of this girl...
Let me explain.
about a month from the last day of school, I met this girl, The reason I met her was because my friend found out I liked her. Note that I liked her only for her apperance at this time. But she introduced us, and at the moment she said hi to me, I felt like a rift opened in my chest, and I got this feeling like I have never felt before. Maybe I got a soul or something... so I began talking to her, and every time she waved to me, spoke a word to me, or anything, I felt diffirent, I know what I felt, happiness. Note, that being happy isn't something that sits well with me, I'm a guy that looks for things wrong, in order to make sure everything goes right, and it never does. That fact usually destroys me. Nothing is perfect. I thought that until I started talking to her... Something in my mind defies logic about her,and for some reason I think she's perfect I know she's perfect. I put myself on an impossible mission- Ask a girl I like for their phone number... In short, mission failed. Not that she said no, but that I didn't get to ask, thanks to everything going wrong. The biggest problem is her boyfriend. It's weird, his skintone, hair, eye color, and teeth all match in color, making his face look all like one. He broke up with her before, and they got back together just when I was getting to know her.
Now it is summer. I have no connection to her, and I want to be back in school, and I HOPE TO GOD that she is in one of my classes. I would give up everything for that, simple because I am happy near her, talking to her, having anything to do with her.
This fact is getting at me, and now I am at the point to where I can't get away from it, whenever I am making my game, she is in my thoughts, whenever I play games, she is in my thoughts, when I try to fall asleep, she's in my thoughts, and EVEN IN MY DREAMS. I DREAM ABOUT HER MOST DAYS. I'm just not sure what to do. I'm lost, and I know I wont get better until I get back to school, and find out what has happened.
This is getting at me, worse each day, so Forum, any advice, and what gets at you to the point of annoyence/hoplessness?
It's because of this girl...
Let me explain.
about a month from the last day of school, I met this girl, The reason I met her was because my friend found out I liked her. Note that I liked her only for her apperance at this time. But she introduced us, and at the moment she said hi to me, I felt like a rift opened in my chest, and I got this feeling like I have never felt before. Maybe I got a soul or something... so I began talking to her, and every time she waved to me, spoke a word to me, or anything, I felt diffirent, I know what I felt, happiness. Note, that being happy isn't something that sits well with me, I'm a guy that looks for things wrong, in order to make sure everything goes right, and it never does. That fact usually destroys me. Nothing is perfect. I thought that until I started talking to her... Something in my mind defies logic about her,
Now it is summer. I have no connection to her, and I want to be back in school, and I HOPE TO GOD that she is in one of my classes. I would give up everything for that, simple because I am happy near her, talking to her, having anything to do with her.
This fact is getting at me, and now I am at the point to where I can't get away from it, whenever I am making my game, she is in my thoughts, whenever I play games, she is in my thoughts, when I try to fall asleep, she's in my thoughts, and EVEN IN MY DREAMS. I DREAM ABOUT HER MOST DAYS. I'm just not sure what to do. I'm lost, and I know I wont get better until I get back to school, and find out what has happened.
This is getting at me, worse each day, so Forum, any advice, and what gets at you to the point of annoyence/hoplessness?
