Well, I constantly think about whether or not I actually exist, since I?ve always had a problem with the leap from ?I think? to ?therefore I am?. How is thinking proof of existence?
Or how about the fact that this world is ridiculously vast with so many wonders, but I am still just a lone individual living in a dull city in one corner of the world who has yet (or maybe never will) realize the full potential of its true scope.
And, no kidding, I always think about whether or not the same thing I am seeing is the same thing other people are saying. Like, if I say that Se7en is my favourite film ever, and then someone else says that Se7en is the worst film ever, I often wonder if we were even watching the same thing because it?s like, ?I know everyone has different opinions, but?WHAT THE FUCK??
Furthermore, some people say something like ?Your brain only finishes developing at 21 or 25?. So, I?m 17 now, and that really blows my mind. I know there were things that I never even thought about when I was younger that I now believe I possess all the knowledge necessary to form an opinion around. But it?s funny to think that in about five years? time, I?ll suddenly (apparently) have more access to thought processes that simply didn?t exist before. Or were dormant and ready to be ?unlocked?, so to speak.
ONE MORE THING?every one of us have the potential to become a murderer, rapist, thief, or whatever, based on the circumstances, which side the dice wants to roll for us in terms of how and where we were born, who were born to, what mental state (which can be altered, fairly easily actually) we have, etc. Like, the guy that shot up Sandy Hook Elementary School. He?s not a demon or anything like that. He?s human, just like that. We could?ve done that same shit, if we had a similar brain pattern and access to that weaponry like him. Heck, right now, I could, if I were so predisposed, grab a knife and stab my mother in the head with it for no good reason. I could probably do that just as easily as that criminal. But I wouldn?t.
Also, other questions that I think about when I read stuff or just observe things are:
-?Before we can question the existence of God, should we question what the fuck God actually is??
-?Where will I go when I die??
-?If ?one is all and all is one? (read Fullmetal Alchemist and you?ll get it?), where did the all come from?
-Does there have to be a beginning? A watch without a watchmaker?
-Why does even the scientific explanations for things like how viruses work?still make me think, ?But why and how does that happen? Like?WHAT?!?
-How the fuck have we, as a human race, survived for so long, with all our inadequacies, through simply?evolution? That?s it??
I dunno. I guess what I?m trying to say is that?humans and the world are simultaneously more fucked-up and more brilliant than I ever gave them credit for.