I'm not close enough to any of my family members to have had a problem like this.
But I suggest, you just come up with a nickname for them to create a sense of peace until you get over the mental block. Sooner or later, you won't think of them that way and you can use their first name with ease. It's all about conditioning.
But I suggest, you just come up with a nickname for them to create a sense of peace until you get over the mental block. Sooner or later, you won't think of them that way and you can use their first name with ease. It's all about conditioning.