To start life whole life over, knowing what I know now, not to better the world but to save myself from racism, abuse, and horrors I won't post here.
A can of TAB.
My dream life; A big career in writing, a beautiful wife and children, a nice home near the sea, to grow into an old man charming young minds with the joy of literature, and leave this world surrounded by my wife, our children, their children, their children's children; the voices of my family living happily, grateful to have had a place among them to have been loved and to had lived the dream