Mine comes out when i'm drunk. I turn into a stumbling dervish of anger, pain, and hate. I do lots of things that i'll later regret, say things, hurt people physically, so on, how i've managed to keep out of trouble is unknown to me. But i'll say this much, there's something rewarding when someone who's been pissing you off the night before talks to you the next day complaining about how you may have permanently damaged his genitals from the force of your punch. Trying to not laugh when you see him is then the name of the game.