I want to make one thing clear: I'm not a violent person. That being said, I've found myself becoming more and more violent when playing first person shooters. I try to give them a fair chance, but all I end up doing is wanting to beat the hell out of the nearest wall, or at least scream until I'm red in the throat. I don't think I ever will since I'm supposed to be better than that, but it disturbs me that I even have these tendencies. I used to really like the multiplayer scene, specifically Battlefield 2. That was 5 years ago. Slowly I began to get annoyed that all my effort and practiced never amounted to anything (1.9+ K/D but 0.09 Win/Loss). Now I never want to touch anything multiplayer based again and I've become quite adamant against anything multiplayer, considering it the worst form of a game, compared to ET and Superman 64, even though in reality I know otherwise. I've lost most of my friends due to a rather heated argument where I refused to buy Black Ops because I now hate multiplayer. I love co-op, but I feel like the only person that does. I do have a girlfriend, who supports me in my decision to abstain from multiplayer, but I don't know what causes my burning hatred. I used to love games like TF2 but now I hate them with quite possibly the purest form of hatred known to humanity. What happened?