My mcafee needs to be renewed soon, and I'm certain it's going to go wrong. I googled about it, and it seems like it will involve re-installing. Whenever it tries to remove older versions, also known through google, it blue screens. It'll never work. That means I can never have antivirus on this computer again. Which means I can't use my computer.
Which means I can't respond to important emails, I can't talk to my friends, I can't look at my uni timetable or pay my bills.
I'm fucked. By the end of the month, several things will have gone wrong, and I can't do anything about it. Nobody cares, nobody will help. The government always hated me, they and the police won't help. My friends say I'm aparanoid, they won't help. Mcafeee wanted this, they certainly won't help. I' completely fucking alone, and it's all going to go wrong. Nobody thought enough, they didn't think this would happen. I can't use any other computers, they're all unsecure. Anyone could have been using it, anything could be on it. I use any other computers, I'm as good as fucked.
I'm going to run out of money, and then I'll have to go back to my parents and quit uni, which I would have failed anyway without access to a safe computer. I won't even be able to get a job. I can't afford a new computer, I can't a job for money, need a computer to even apply.
I just don't know what to do. I feel like just giving up and chucking myself off a cliff now. They were all always aginst me. All of them. THe fucking government, the fucking big companies. They all hate me, and they're not going to stop until they've killed me. I can't fucking cope anymore.
Which means I can't respond to important emails, I can't talk to my friends, I can't look at my uni timetable or pay my bills.
I'm fucked. By the end of the month, several things will have gone wrong, and I can't do anything about it. Nobody cares, nobody will help. The government always hated me, they and the police won't help. My friends say I'm aparanoid, they won't help. Mcafeee wanted this, they certainly won't help. I' completely fucking alone, and it's all going to go wrong. Nobody thought enough, they didn't think this would happen. I can't use any other computers, they're all unsecure. Anyone could have been using it, anything could be on it. I use any other computers, I'm as good as fucked.
I'm going to run out of money, and then I'll have to go back to my parents and quit uni, which I would have failed anyway without access to a safe computer. I won't even be able to get a job. I can't afford a new computer, I can't a job for money, need a computer to even apply.
I just don't know what to do. I feel like just giving up and chucking myself off a cliff now. They were all always aginst me. All of them. THe fucking government, the fucking big companies. They all hate me, and they're not going to stop until they've killed me. I can't fucking cope anymore.