What made me feel old was when i was old enougth to get my own benefit money...i have asbergers, college has been agressive since the TAs didn't really knew what they were doing, and neither did me. :/
When i was walking with mum to the hospital to get the out of work slip, i was like "But getting a slip means that im almost 1 5th through my life *dundun dadun di da dundun didi dunn*, its like old people getting their buss pass" and then mum was like, "but people dont live to 100 often" and that scared the hell out of me.
Didnt really have that many friends throughout my school life, since it was usually like 1 or 2 kids that probally didnt go to the same secondry school or even college, so when i was in college, i just distanced myself so i wouldn't lose any potencial friends i could have been friends with but then lost, though i did sort of fall in love with one of the girls in my class, though i bottled it up. i know her DevArt ID though.
She was sweet, she had nice long brown gold hair, was into videogames and she always kept her spirits up despite being kept down by her dad. (think shes a 2nd generation French/Russian living in the UK or somthing, heard her dad watched basic channels or russian tv though)
College was so awesome, i was allowed to wander about downtown, eat new things, buy new stuff for whatever, but at home? its ruled by some 50 odd year old who is a sexist pig who screams at his 30-40 somthing wife because the coffee wasnt sweet enougth, not even allowed out unless its for a reason, like mum running out of cigs, the dentist or new clothes.
to put it in perspective, i think my brother is probally somewhere 24+ years old, so chances are my dad was in his 20s whilst mum was in her teens or late teens.