So I know it was mentioned before by
@Ezekiel but I want to elaborate on why it's important to me and why it had a huge impact on me personally, especially since the first time I watched it I was like 6 years old, maybe 5.
Schindler's List: So it was probably the first war movie I ever watched that wasn't about the soldiers, while there are plenty of anti-war war movies, I don't think I'd ever thought of how hard it must be to survive a war zone, and this movie showed it to me, how hard it was, how scary it was, how even among that misery and hopelessness there's still small moments of joy still to be found, and how solidarity can really make a difference, but also how an evil man can become a good man and what it means to live with regret.
So, getting to that, I genuinely feel like part of my hatred of Capitalism comes from this movie, I think a lot of people forget because by the end of the movie he's done so much good and saved so many lives, but the reason why that speech at the end is so hard-hitting, is because he's right he could have saved more people, but also because he was a monster that wanted to use the Jews as cheap labour and didn't even think of them as people at the beginning at least, it was through working with them and slowly getting to know them that he began to empathise and sympathise with them, that he realised that the system that he directly benefited from and not only participated in but encouraged, that it was pure evil and corrupt and it ruined people's lives, and that's why the speech hits hard, because he's guilty of it, he was a Nazi supporter, he wanted this, he helped bring this about and no matter how many times the people tell him it was enough, he will never undo that, in his mind he will forever be guilty and even if he had sold the watch and the car, and everything else it would have never been enough.
Look maybe it's because I'm also haunted by guilt of the sins I committed in my past, and I know what it's like to do good deeds and never feeling like it's enough to justify it, like no matter what I do it'll always be there and I'll always be evil, but that message hits me really hard, to the point where it's impossible for me to watch this movie without crying, between the tragedy of the Holocaust, Schindler's life and what it reminds me of, it's just a movie that it's special to me, it makes me feel things that no other movie makes me feel, it also showed me my emotional growth as I remember one of the reason my family called me an emotionless robot was because I didn't cry at this movie, but now I can, probably because of all the bad choices I made that made sympathise with Schindler.