Imitation Saccharin post=18.73521.804586 said:
Uncompetative post=18.73521.803881 said:
Incidentally, if my skull came with a couple of buttons, one marked full body orgasm and the other memory reset I would never press either of them, but hey... whatever floats your boat.
You already have the orgasm one. It's called genitals. But hey, whatever floats your pointlessly ascetic boat.
I accept that my life is ascetic and ultimately pointless.
There is no ultimate meaning of life, as the question is ungrammatical and cannot be asked (you can only construct meaning(s)
in life which by their very nature are ephemeral, subjective and
not definitive as you can't apply the '
of' relation definitively to something as broad and all encompassing as
Life, the Universe and Everything without presupposing an objective point of view - and logically, that is conceptually impossible as you cannot be 'outside' the Universe of discourse to ask an unbiased definitive objective question).
However, I find this realization liberating. I do not have to believe in God, or worry that I am failing humanity by not helping it towards some goal. Incidentally,
Love is a dangerous substitute and is in no way a cure-all for existential pangs of loneliness. Thankfully, my intellect keeps me amused and there is always stuff to take an interest in and be entertained by - especially,
The Daily Show.
Despite there being no point to anything I do I have spent years researching alternative computing environments with the long-term intention to create all the software needed to author games. This is a major endeavour, but so long as I am enjoying the process I feel I may as well continue with it. It is this process of discovery and invention that I find stimulates me. After all, at this point what would I do if I stopped?
Incidentally, I think only girls have the capacity to have a full body orgasm and I don't think there is any sure-fire way to trigger it as the female mind needs to be engaged as well. Although, you may be thinking of the
Gräfenberg spot - which is rather hard to reach.
(see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G-spot )
So... even if I were a woman with some reliable means to self-stimulate that didn't weaken over time through over-abuse. I would not be seeking such an experience in that way, on my own, as I would know that the experience was
essentially hollow.