Why does this happen?

[Booze Zombie]

Every now and again, I'm just sitting around, minding my own business and suddenly... my vision wobbles off to the left, to the right, a loud white noise in my ears, everything seems too real and I start saying stuff like:

"Fuck, am I real?" "What is life, why do I care?" "If life wasn't real, would I care? I'm still here, real or not..." "If I'm not real why would I need to bother asking?"

It's strange... everything except the questions cease to exist and then normal comes back.

Does anyone else get this?

 

[Ystilix]

All i know is that I'm real, and if you were real, all you could know is that you were real. So i don't know that your real and you don't know that I'm real. Get it?

 

[IronDuke]

It's fairly rare.

I saw a doctor about mine and it turned out to be benign. Get it checked out in time and you will be fine.

 

[Marv21]

If you think your not real, then you have the sentient ability to admit your real. Because if you weren't real you probably wouldn't think that.

But i had the most distirbing thought a year ago:
What if we were in hell right now? Every resident of Earth is in hell right now? Lol, that would be hilarious.

 

[Booze Zombie]

If you think your not real, then you have the sentient ability to admit your real. Because if you weren't real you probably wouldn't think that.

But i had the most distirbing thought a year ago:
What if we were in hell right now? Every resident of Earth is in hell right now? Lol, that would be hilarious.

If we were in hell right now, that would mean that God and The Devil are one and that "it" actually doesn't love us.

 

[jim_doki]

nobody is real. you are all just figments of your own imagination. it gets wierder from here kiddlets, so just sit back and enjoy the bumpy ride

 

[keitarobg]

We are all under the control of the lolcats! They are watching our every move! Shhhht!

 

[Booze Zombie]

This was actually a serious question. Thanks for the imput... Geez.

 

[Calax]

I think you're mind is just trying to push you into philosophy. Honestly it sounds almost like you're neurology is stimulating a portion of your brain that it either shouldn't be or is misfiring (I say this having absolutely NO medical background). That said, I also have those moments where I question my exsistance. Or rather question my will to stay alive, Yes I've been a suicidal case before, I'm bipolar. If I'm off my meds I'll often wind up with a few days where I don't sleep and then days where I don't even get out of bed because I don't have the will to continue to exsist.

All that said, I think your AT field is failing, SYNCHRONIZE MORE WITH YOUR EVA!

 

[sirsolo]

Clearly, you are experiencing the early stages of, what is newly referred to as "Self substantiation." Congratulations are in order. You are on your way out of the Matrix.

Keep your eye out for Agents. Best of luck. See you on the other side.

 

[101194]

"The only reason I havn't killed myself is because I don't want to." google it very good quote.

 

[Abedeus]

Maybe you just got your damage brained.

 

[Booze Zombie]

I haven't contemplated suicide since I was ten, when I held a cooking knife to the back of my head. I couldn't kill myself and summarised that if I couldn't kill myself, even with all I needed there, I wasn't ever going to kill myself.

When my vision wobbles, though... it's not the urge to embrace death or forfeit life, just sadness. Sadness at realising that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things, except that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things.

 

[Xelt]

I feel like ig get that smometimes, always just try to ignore it though.

 

[Erana]

Are you familiar with the phrase, "Forty second trial period"?

 

[Booze Zombie]

Are you familiar with the phrase, "Forty second trial period"?

What?

 

[Audemas]

I'm sorry but people who want to ask medical questions (or questions regarding their personal health) on a forum like this need to stop. I'm almost sure that no one here is a qualified doctor and if he/she are, then why are you here? It's all well and good to post something like this but don't expect an actual answer from people who respond with things like:
"We are all under the control of the lolcats! They are watching our every move! Shhhht!"
"Brain panthers"
I mean the only response which I can't make fun of is Calax because he/she actually responds somewhat relevant to the question.

 

[PumpItUp]

I haven't contemplated suicide since I was ten, when I held a cooking knife to the back of my head. I couldn't kill myself and summarised that if I couldn't kill myself, even with all I needed there, I wasn't ever going to kill myself.

When my vision wobbles, though... it's not the urge to embrace death or forfeit life, just sadness. Sadness at realising that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things, except that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things.

Sadness.

This is a symptom of a mental problem known as depression. It is characterized by bouts of moodiness, longing to accomplish something, and emo music. Cures include videogames, beer, sleep, sex, videogames, more sex, and pretending you are Neo.

And I'm being serious.

As for the eyes wobbling and all that, go see a doctor. A real one, not an Internet doctor.

 

[Berethond]

I haven't contemplated suicide since I was ten, when I held a cooking knife to the back of my head. I couldn't kill myself and summarised that if I couldn't kill myself, even with all I needed there, I wasn't ever going to kill myself.

When my vision wobbles, though... it's not the urge to embrace death or forfeit life, just sadness. Sadness at realising that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things, except that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things.

So you're looking for religion?

I got one that knows the answers to all of your questions.

 

[Uberjoe19]

I haven't contemplated suicide since I was ten, when I held a cooking knife to the back of my head. I couldn't kill myself and summarised that if I couldn't kill myself, even with all I needed there, I wasn't ever going to kill myself.

When my vision wobbles, though... it's not the urge to embrace death or forfeit life, just sadness. Sadness at realising that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things, except that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things.

Sadness.

This is a symptom of a mental problem known as depression. It is characterized by bouts of moodiness, longing to accomplish something, and emo music. Cures include videogames, beer, sleep, sex, videogames, more sex, and pretending you are Neo.

And I'm being serious.

As for the eyes wobbling and all that, go see a doctor. A real one, not an Internet doctor.

That's rather insensitive, isn't it? I've been depressed for 6 months because of my father's death. You just don't know how bad that feeling is.