While I agree with some of the people who posted that the point is that you are supposed to get little resistance from the Collosi, you are supposed to feel like a cold blooded murderer. That said though, I didn't really have patience for the game honestly. I found the controls like you said to be terrible, and I found the language of the demon or whatever the hell it was to be incredibly grating. I found it to be a great experience visually, and in its overall depth, but as a game I found it to be kind of terrible. This balanced out to me as for me saying it was above average, but personally feel it is a little overrated.