I've been hunting since I was young. So, animals are a given.
Went to high school in a bad part of a city composed almost entirely of bad parts. Several shootings on campus. Low body-count all told, but one fatality not six yards away.
Joined the military afterward. Death is jarring. But if you let it shake you soul-deep, well, then you tend to spend the rest of your life shaking. When it's personal, it's harder. Otherwise, your lizard-brain sort of anesthetizes you.
You aren't inhuman.
Went to high school in a bad part of a city composed almost entirely of bad parts. Several shootings on campus. Low body-count all told, but one fatality not six yards away.
Joined the military afterward. Death is jarring. But if you let it shake you soul-deep, well, then you tend to spend the rest of your life shaking. When it's personal, it's harder. Otherwise, your lizard-brain sort of anesthetizes you.
You aren't inhuman.