I never really loved anyone, my first two girlfriends left me when they realized that, the others i left them myself after a couple days or so. i dont blame them , made them suffer in the process. my redemption however is coming along swiftly. dont get me wrong, tough i feel bad sometimes, iam ok. the fact iam posting this just makes it more clear. matter of great concern should be treated lightly, matters of little concern should be treated harshly, love is in the middle somewhere, a curious mixture of respect, dignity, and above all sacrifice. (you can guess now why they left me, i just outgrew quickly my emo side.)