IcyEvils said:
About 10 months ago, with the girl I'm still with. I told her I really liked her, she said she liked me too. I asked could I kiss her, then our lips met. It was ok, nothing huge. We've got plenty of styles now though :3
It bugs me though, even now, that I wasn't her first kiss. She says she regrets etc and wishes she'd waited for me, and some boys even managed to bite her lip and make her bleed.
Anyone know of a way to stop thinking about it? Kind of like jealousy I wasn't there first. It's ruining me, and she just feels guilty. If anyone has suggestions please say!
ah, I know what you mean.
I wasn't my girlfriends first kiss either ( at least that I know of anyway)
So heres how it happened, She lives far away in florida, and I in St. Louis. I try to keep everything good for her. Heck, I'm learning a language to impress her mother and to earn approval( mandarin, her mom speaks mandarin and cantonese and english) So it was our first date, with her friends and I just walking around the mall. We were inside an arcade, and her friend was playing DDR. so we were next to the machine, and I looked in her eyes. SHe motioned me with a " come here" gesture, and a grin on her face. I moved in slowly, and then our lips met. It was really slow, and then I moved them a little bit and the sensation of this weird and wild feeling overtook me. I knew I was in love with her. We've been going out for 2 yeas, and I've been jealus. Heck, a guy even said something so messed up to her, but we worked through it. Heck, I'm texting him as we speak, I forgave him for it. Look, just think of it as you've won. Shes yours. You've got her, and every time you kiss her make her feel so amazed that she wants more . And btw, I'll see her in august, I'll be able to see her on our anniversery. ANd I'll make her more amazed and happy than shes ever been before.