Your first love
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Well, I figured a lot about myself. We dated for two months, the first I was absolutely obsessed with her, the second I realised she didn't love me, and then she slowly figured out she didn't even want a boyfriend. Then the seven months after the breakup I couldn't get her out of my head.
And now? Well I think I'm over her, and I'm starting to hit on my best friend's ex.
Yeeeeeeeeeep. Don't worry, we've always been good friends (his ex and I) and they've been falling apart for the past few months so I feel even though it's been ~a week of breakup it feels more like a few months.
And now? Well I think I'm over her, and I'm starting to hit on my best friend's ex.
Yeeeeeeeeeep. Don't worry, we've always been good friends (his ex and I) and they've been falling apart for the past few months so I feel even though it's been ~a week of breakup it feels more like a few months.
first crush i remember we were neigbors and hung out all the time.
First girlfriend girl named angel. Literally the girl next door. She had a pool and a little kiddie car we both rode in. i think we kissed once. We fucking loved the lion king.
My true love is the woman i have been with now for 3 years and were in seperate colleges but she is home now and i really need to call her T-T
First girlfriend girl named angel. Literally the girl next door. She had a pool and a little kiddie car we both rode in. i think we kissed once. We fucking loved the lion king.
My true love is the woman i have been with now for 3 years and were in seperate colleges but she is home now and i really need to call her T-T
First love huh?
First time I've fallen in love with someone was when I was like 13, and it happened to be the bully who made my life miserable. It goes without saying that fucked me up pretty damn badly for a number of years.
First time I've been 'in love' with someone else, in that they loved me back, would be my current boyfriend. And that has helped to remove the massive, crippling self esteem issues that the first arsehole stuck me with.
First time I've fallen in love with someone was when I was like 13, and it happened to be the bully who made my life miserable. It goes without saying that fucked me up pretty damn badly for a number of years.
First time I've been 'in love' with someone else, in that they loved me back, would be my current boyfriend. And that has helped to remove the massive, crippling self esteem issues that the first arsehole stuck me with.
Thank you for making me realise I haven't listened to Ash since the Meltdown album!Uber Evil said:Shoulda gone all Return of White Rabbit [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dm2q2MIHnY] on his ass.RobCoxxy said:Jack and Calumon said:*hugs*
Sounds familiar. First time, pulled me out of depression, second time she sent me into it by leaving me for a total **** on Valentine's day. Smooth.
And hmm... tempting, although there should be a way that doesn't involve me being smooshed along a pavement as well.
And don't say "wear the seatbelt"....
Very welcome. I learned about them from Soviet Heavy {I think}.RobCoxxy said:Thank you for making me realise I haven't listened to Ash since the Meltdown album!Uber Evil said:
And hmm... tempting, although there should be a way that doesn't involve me being smooshed along a pavement as well.
And don't say "wear the seatbelt"....
I've certainly felt attraction, but love? No, I don't believe I'm emotionally mature enough to even understand what it means. Besides, I'm too cowardly to ask any girl to do anything.
My first lasted a year. I really did love her, but she had too high standards coupled with family trouble, and I couldn't help her enough. Lots og things went wrong in the end, and we grew from eachother, to the point where she gave up.
I treated her like a princess, and I'm still not completely over her, even though it's been a year since we broke up.
But hey, plenty fish in the sea, right? ... Right?
I treated her like a princess, and I'm still not completely over her, even though it's been a year since we broke up.
But hey, plenty fish in the sea, right? ... Right?
Oh the jealousy!aseelt said:
OT: My first love decided after a few months of serious relationship that she just wanted to be friends. I was crushed but I got over it. I haven't found love since but I'm always waiting for it. I talk to girls and they talk to me. Odds are eventually I'll find her.
Still fresh, even after all this time. Despite my crust, I'm quite squishy inside if someone manages to get that far. She was the most amazing and most vile thing that ever occurred to me.
And I reckon I will rot sooner than forget her, despite my better judgment.
And I reckon I will rot sooner than forget her, despite my better judgment.
Buddy, I'm pretty much in the same boat. Because of her (different girl, but "first love") I can't get close to girls without having some annoying little voice in my head stopping me. Subconscious fear of getting pushed away like she would always do. As for the still loving her bit, nah. I look back and while I'd like to be friends, any more than that and I would probably hate her.Mr. Google said:
My third girlfriend is the closest I can consider being in love with. For the year that I was with her, it was one of the best years ever and felt happier then I had ever been. Sadly I ended it after I found out she had been cheating on me for three weeks and then she personally told me she wanted to have his child. I forgave her after a few months had passed and today were just pretty good friends.
well, my first was the neediest chick ever, until about a month after i realized i loved her, then she was cold and distant. luckily i left the relationship angry. I can deal with anger, i hate sorrow.
A few years ago (up until probably earlier this year actually) I would have had answer to this. Though that word applied to someone, but now I can honestly say it didn't. We never officially went out and she stomped all over my heart (twice), but no, it wasn't love.
What it did for me? Well one thing was that I learned some things about myself. A less positive thing was that it left me in romantic limbo for about 4 years, though admittedly that was mostly my fault. Oh well, I'll live.
What it did for me? Well one thing was that I learned some things about myself. A less positive thing was that it left me in romantic limbo for about 4 years, though admittedly that was mostly my fault. Oh well, I'll live.
For some reason I'm thankful I'm not the only one in this boat, but then I realize I'm sorta sad to see there are others too. Months after letting it go I was on a date and she was there too, with another guy, and since then I haven't gotten my "mojo" back... Perhaps I need a "Time Machine".SilverUchiha said:
Forgive me if this sounds bitter, it's really just an assessment of the situation.
My first love is a girl who still calls me her self-adopted brothers after six years. She's the girl I've never breathed a word to about my feelings because I'm too afraid to ruin the friendship. She's the girl that's been there for me no matter how many others take it upon themselves to ruin my life. She's the one that I always want to believe has feelings for me, but facts are I'm just too weak to man up and find out. I'm nearly 18 and I still lack the stones to ask her the question that's been on my mind since I was 10.
What did my first love teach me? That I'm a coward, and I don't deserve her.
My first love is a girl who still calls me her self-adopted brothers after six years. She's the girl I've never breathed a word to about my feelings because I'm too afraid to ruin the friendship. She's the girl that's been there for me no matter how many others take it upon themselves to ruin my life. She's the one that I always want to believe has feelings for me, but facts are I'm just too weak to man up and find out. I'm nearly 18 and I still lack the stones to ask her the question that's been on my mind since I was 10.
What did my first love teach me? That I'm a coward, and I don't deserve her.