I believe immensely in personal motivation and strength of character, so while I don't personally believe in "Fate" or a "Higher Power" (Absolutely no disrespect to those that do!), I believe in carving my own path to what I envision to be the balance of personal fulfillment, comfort and challenge.
What is that purpose exactly?
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In the near future: Psychological Counselor. Assisting teenagers in an educational setting where counselling or just the right guidance can change a life for the better is enough for me.
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My ultimate goal: Clinical Psychologist involved with the assessment, evaluation, therapy and overseeing the COMPASSIONATE care of mental-health patients.
It may not sound glamorous, but I have always had a large amount of innate empathy, intuition, compassion and a desire to support others in various manners. Whether it be lending an ear or campaigning for equality with awareness groups...that's just the kind of person I am.
So I took a look at these raw untrained emotions at the age of 15 and decided that I would focus, train and channel them into a healthy and fulfilling avenue...fastforward to me being 22...and I'm studying Psychology Counselling full-time.
Studies aside, I want to travel, pursue my ambitions despite chronic back pain, give back to my family for all the support they have given me...and never stop educating myself, a learning mind is a constantly developing mind!
I live for others, while I maintain myself. Either way, there is something to be enjoyed in life...through others or myself.
RevRaptor said:
I don't know your personal position, but I live in chronic pain as well. I know it varies according to every person on a physical, psychological, emotional and social level. Pain invades every aspect of our life --- HOWEVER --- getting through each day, having the ability to enjoy life, smile and charge forward (despite the pain)...it feels good (I know that sounds strange),
to me at least, it feels like I'm overcoming my own body and every day feels like a triumph and achievement...not a continued pattern of depression or self-pity.
I don't know your position, but the best of luck with it, fellow Escapist. Just thought acknowledgement from one chronic pain fighter to another would be a nice gesture. Have a great week.