Bad dreams about high school.

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Yeah I never had the naked in school dream either. I've been naked in a few dreams, but it wasn't something that was strange, given the context of the other stuff going on.
Naked in another context? Say no more. We weren't talking about those dreams 😝

Other dreams I would remember, are things like.....
You sure that was a dream? I've seen stuff like that after hitting the mushrooms pretty hard :oops:
 

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Sometimes i dream that i have to solve a problem, usuallly the calculation, but my mind in dream state is not actually able to do so and thinking about it seriously makes we wake up.
This always happens if I go to bed straight away after work with no break.
 

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Naked in another context? Say no more. We weren't talking about those dreams
Well no I wasn't referring to sexy dreams. I meant other dreams where I'm naked, but it's just not a weird detail you know?

You sure that was a dream? I've seen stuff like that after hitting the mushrooms pretty hard
Nah, when I did mushrooms it would be things like seeing waves a light pulsating off a crowd of dancers at a summer concert, or a poster of a blindfolded woman symbolizing Libra, having a tiny squirrel with a tophat, scurry out from under the blindfold, and tip their hat at me as if to say "top of the morning to you." and then scurry back under the cloth. This was definitely a dream, but it was distinct enough that it's stuck with me for years. Very few dreams do, as they are sort of just random brain firings of me trying to process stuff. But that one was unique enough for me to remember it.

I have a lot of trouble staying asleep these days due to back injuries, so I probably rarely hit REM sleep long enough to really get some good dreams cooking, much less remember them
 

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Can honestly say I've never had a dream about high school or college for that matter.
 

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I actually had sex in the school auditorium on the catwalk above the seating area near the stage so that may have something to do with it... XD
Most of my high school experiences were extremely sexually charged with all those raging hormones in such close proximity. Guys constantly hitting on me in every class, in between classes, after school, at events, I can't even think of any place at school where I didn't have some sort of sexually charged memory so yea, My brain still associates school with sex, sex and more sex everywhere. Either flirting, foreplay or sex everywhere.
How did you have time for class while preparing for life as a porn star?
 

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While I did not have a fun time at High School, I don't have nightmares about it per say, but I do occasionally feel deeply anxious about what my own children will go through.
 

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How did you have time for class while preparing for life as a porn star?
The auditorium was empty. No one knew we were in there I had the keys to both the locked doors you had to go through to get the the catwalk. I was supposed to be doing inventory for the prop room at the time it happened. I was such a good student they gave me KEYS to the school :p

I was one of those kids who didn't have to study as much and still made better grades than most, I usually remembered everything the first time I read it. The people that tell kids that "the other kid made better grades because they studied harder" lie. The truth is that some kids don't have to study at all and they make better grades than the kid who works their ass off to barely pass. The kids who make the best grades usually don't work nearly as hard as those who bust their arse to not even get by. Hard work, effort usually has very little to do with any of it. People hate hearing that their efforts are futile, but the way the system is designed is it usually rewards those who everything comes easy to and just tortures everyone else.

When I hear people say things like " everyone can't be a winner or it removes the incentive to work hard" they don't know what they are talking about. It is just a system designed to destroy some kids self esteem for trying their best while rewarding others who didn't even have to try. They should work harder to build up kids self esteem and stop fawning over accomplishments from people who don't even care about winning in the first place. That is all the current system is designed to do.
 
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I have a lot of trouble staying asleep these days due to back injuries, so I probably rarely hit REM sleep long enough to really get some good dreams cooking, much less remember them
I know how bad it sucks to be kept awake from pain like that. I had that for a while with my chest and upper back due to the damage to my lungs from the virus, I was prescribed pain meds and muscle relaxers now so that helps some at night. If you have ever had a rib out of place where it hurts to breath or laugh, it was like that but like all over. My rib cage feels like it is inflamed like all the time so the pain meds only do so much to help, but better than just clenching and dealing with it. Some times an electric heating pad helps a little as well on the back. My Dad had 12 spinal cord surgeries and often used one when he couldn't sleep in addition to the pain meds. Sometimes a good tens unit helps as well to disrupt the pain signals. I know how frustrating and exhausting it can be to have pain like that, so I hope you are able to find some relief so the stress from the pain doesn't get to you so much.

People often just think about the pain itself. The pain is awful, but I honestly think it is the stress from it never stopping is worse than the actual pain because you never get to relax, you never get to just " be comfortable" because it refuses to allow you to. That is the worst of it for me is when you just want more than anything for it to stop and it just never seems to give me a break. I hope you have something to help you manage it, I know how difficult that is from experience.
 
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The auditorium was empty. No one knew we were in there I had the keys to both the locked doors you had to go through to get the the catwalk. I was supposed to be doing inventory for the prop room at the time it happened. I was such a good student they gave me KEYS to the school :p

I was one of those kids who didn't have to study as much and still made better grades than most, I usually remembered everything the first time I read it. The people that tell kids that "the other kid made better grades because they studied harder" lie. The truth is that some kids don't have to study at all and they make better grades than the kid who works their ass off to barely pass. The kids who make the best grades usually don't work nearly as hard as those who bust their arse to not even get by. Hard work, effort usually has very little to do with any of it. People hate hearing that their efforts are futile, but the way the system is designed is it usually rewards those who everything comes easy to and just tortures everyone else.

When I hear people say things like " everyone can't be a winner or it removes the incentive to work hard" they don't know what they are talking about. It is just a system designed to destroy some kids self esteem for trying their best while rewarding others who didn't even have to try. They should work harder to build up kids self esteem and stop fawning over accomplishments from people who don't even care about winning in the first place. That is all the current system is designed to do.
Oh I get it. I never studied much but did quite well in school. And quite honestly was more poking at you spending 90% of your high school career making pornos, either mentally or literally. You seem to be quite consumed with sex (not that that's a bad thing). Maybe you need to make an American Pie movie since the series has gotten quite stale.
 

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I actually had sex in the school auditorium on the catwalk above the seating area near the stage so that may have something to do with it... XD
Most of my high school experiences were extremely sexually charged with all those raging hormones in such close proximity. Guys constantly hitting on me in every class, in between classes, after school, at events, I can't even think of any place at school where I didn't have some sort of sexually charged memory so yea, My brain still associates school with sex, sex and more sex everywhere. Either flirting, foreplay or sex everywhere.
For some reason, you saying this made me think of Red 13 in this Team Fourstar dub.


Timestamp 11:10
 
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Oh I get it. I never studied much but did quite well in school. And quite honestly was more poking at you spending 90% of your high school career making pornos, either mentally or literally. You seem to be quite consumed with sex (not that that's a bad thing). Maybe you need to make an American Pie movie since the series has gotten quite stale.
Like everyone didn't think about sex non stop during puberty, I just stated the obvious.

Everyone is experiencing puberty while going through school surrounded by a ton of other people also having their own hormones making them also think about sex nonstop.. That is just what happens during that time period. I have a high sex drive yes, however, I disagree that I am " consumed with it". Besides, having a lot of sex does not mean you are having sex with a lot of different people. Just means a couple of guys were very lucky. XD

In high school guys worry about getting boners in class and wonder if girls notice. I am just saying, yes, we noticed and yes, when you were wondering if we were lookin, yes we were. :)
 

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Hmmm.. I watched this and am still not understanding the connection. XD
It was the bit about "I will miss the place, I had an exceptional amount of sex here." That Red 13 says at the time stamp I mentioned. Just seemed like your thoughts about highschool given what you said.
 

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It was the bit about "I will miss the place, I had an exceptional amount of sex here." That Red 13 says at the time stamp I mentioned. Just seemed like your thoughts about highschool given what you said.
OHHH!! So I was listening to the rant about the talking dog and wondering.... hmmm?
I actually have more sex now. It was more of just being trapped in a place all day in a building full of people you are bumping in to in close proximity who are all pumped up on sex hormones during puberty that makes it about sex. :D
 

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If it wasn't for the fact that my face barely aged from 17-26... and then it stopped aging from that point on, I'd say people wouldn't recognize me from what I used to be.

Gone is the Skinny, Lanky D&D playing, "Nintendo is better in every way over Sega" Zealoting, South Park-loving, "I want to be in the Movie Hacker's world so bad!!!"-Loser.

I grew, got actually smarter than I was in high school, got stronger, picked up things that probably would make me scary if people found out about. Any time I dream about High School, I laugh now.

But at the time? I thought I was subjected to go through school as a punishment. And the end goal was to make me off myself.

It's amazing what time away can do.

In high school guys worry about getting boners in class and wonder if girls notice. I am just saying, yes, we noticed and yes, when you were wondering if we were lookin, yes we were. :)
Why would... say that...?!?!?

This is Worse Than The Time You Summoned The Shadow People!!!
 

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If it wasn't for the fact that my face barely aged from 17-26... and then it stopped aging from that point on, I'd say people wouldn't recognize me from what I used to be.

Gone is the Skinny, Lanky D&D playing, "Nintendo is better in every way over Sega" Zealoting, South Park-loving, "I want to be in the Movie Hacker's world so bad!!!"-Loser.

I grew, got actually smarter than I was in high school, got stronger, picked up things that probably would make me scary if people found out about. Any time I dream about High School, I laugh now.

But at the time? I thought I was subjected to go through school as a punishment. And the end goal was to make me off myself.

It's amazing what time away can do.



Why would... say that...?!?!?

This is Worse Than The Time You Summoned The Shadow People!!!
HAHAHA!
 

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... If you weren't my ally and someone I consider to be an amazing person, you would be my Archenemy...
LMAO! The sheer horror of knowing the girls were looking at the boners will destroy the Universe! XD

You also have to remember, I was the girl in the blue and silvery tinker bell fairy looking outfit and body glitter in a tiara handing out condoms teaching " No Glove No Love" to prevent teenage pregnancies' and telling people to sheathe their boners so there's that.
 

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LMAO! The sheer horror of knowing the girls were looking at the boners will destroy the Universe! XD
Look at all the boners you want! I want you too! All that weird, disgusting dong you people seem to like! I'm happy for you!

BUT NO! NOT ME! IT IS NOT ALLOWED FOR ME!!!

I'm as Pure as a Pixar Movie Explaining the Virtues of Tolerance, Equal Footing between All the Genders, and How a Rap Battle will earn us the Funding to Get Solid State Batteries into the Forefront of the World, Erasing the need for Fossil Fuels!





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