I am beyond lazy. Essentially lethargic and/or apathetic most of the time. Sometimes it can go days with me only really getting out of bed when it's dinner, then sit and stare at the computer screen (often without anything happening on it) until it's the middle of the night and my entire body is aching from sitting in an uncomfortable chair for too long.
Seriously, I can't remember the last time I actually put an effort into something. I'm fairly certain it was around a year and a half ago, back when I still gave enough of a damn to at least TRY to do something about my marks. Hint, it didn't go that well since I didn't try very hard.
Well, other than that part I guess it's my complete disregard for my own well-being. Currently being annoyed by a large hole in a tooth that 1. has sharp edges that cut into my tongue, and 2. has at least partially exposed the nerve. Should do something about it, like go to the dentist or something, but. . . aforementioned reasons. Not to mention I'm undernourished and underweight, I rarely eat healthy, often eat unhealthy, I regularly cause external damages to my body through careless handling, like exposing it to fire (because I forget to let go of the match/blow it out and stuff like that), or in combination with sharp objects, or with blunt objects, or. . . anything that can cause harm, really.
Well, I would say I hate all that, but. . . that would mean I would at least TRY to do something about it. Yet I don't. Because of aforementioned reasons.
Wow, that's a lot of depressing. Let me find some
to make it better.
