DevilWithaHalo said:
lisadagz said:
I told my ex about a couple of fetishes I had, he flat out refused to do them. I don't blame him, they're kind of gross fetishes. I certainly didn't go "Oh, well, if you don't care enough about me to stick my sweaty toes in your mouth, then clearly you don't care about me at all." 'cause that's emotional blackmail and seriously out of order.
Emotional blackmail vs selfishness. Hmm... seems like a shitty situation. Well, he's your ex now. I'm sure you can find someone to cater to your fetishes. Because if a relationship isn't fulfilling, why bother getting into it?
I guess it does depend on how important the experience in question is to you. While I can completely feel fulfilled without having a guy do... whatever it is that they haven't done in the past, some people may actually feel like there's some kind of a hole in their life because they've never been able to role play or have a threesome or somesuch. In that case I can understand it. For me, playing out fantasies are a luxury, not a requirement. Just like it's still worth me eating dinner every day if I found out I could never have steak again, it's still worth being in a relationship even if they never wanted to cater to x fetish. But for some people, steak might be their favourite food and what makes life worth living.
Having said that, my current boyfriend's opened up for me a world of things I never even thought I'd really like. It does concern me slightly that if and when we break up, I'm going to have a hard time finding someone decent who also has similar tastes to him. I got by without this stuff for the first six years of my sexually active life but it has now become what I expect, and at the moment I think that I will miss it if I end up with someone who is more vanilla in the bedroom. I can only hope that if I stop being spoiled with such attention I'll get used to the more normal stuff again.
Because, seriously, if I hold out for a guy who's up for doing this kind of stuff, chances are I'll either be alone for a long time (and I'd rather have a good relationship with average sex than nothing at all) or I'll have to hook up with someone who is indiscriminate about what times it's appropriate to slap me around. (I mean, you know, ideally I'll just stay with this guy forever, but with regards to this topic it is a problem to consider.)