I'm only 2 episodes into this show and I'm absolutely loving it. It's one of those shows that I want to watch as fast as possible but at the same time, I don't want to because then I'll have less of it left to watch.
Nick Offerman's character describing when he lost his daughter (which isn't a spoiler) is the most perfect description of losing a loved one.
The moment my daughter was taken from me...
it was as if I was instantly placed into two concurrent states.
In one... I had a full understanding... that Amaya was gone.
There was no doubt. No... hope.
No holding onto anything. No going back.
Just the certainty of her death.
In the other,
I had no comprehension of her death.
It was an impossible thing.
An implausible thing. Absurd.
Vast.
Meaningless.
Untrue.
It wasn't just that they were contradictory states.
They were absolute states.
Each was complete in itself, leaving no room for the other.
But...
I held them both.
And still do.
There was nothing anyone could say to me.