I have that habit were I tend to laugh manically at anything I'm scared of, which also tends to raise my spirits and get my adrenaline going.
So for all intensive purposes, I don't fear it. However, I would much rather be taken when I'm full of life, in the spirit adventure.
Say, I was saving someone from a burning building, or rescuing someone from some muggers. Something equal to an hero (If I really had my way, I'd die in battle, sword in hand, facing the enemy head on).
However, the modern world lacks those certain kind of heroics, so I'll properly be aware that I'm dying and will have to comfort myself with the fact that I'm completely helpless and whatever comes next, comes next.
Another theory is that, once I die, I'll awake in a station and be given a ticket to a particular afterlife. Once at the platform, the spirit train will pull up and I'll be on a one way trip to Valhalla (Hopefully).
So for all intensive purposes, I don't fear it. However, I would much rather be taken when I'm full of life, in the spirit adventure.
Say, I was saving someone from a burning building, or rescuing someone from some muggers. Something equal to an hero (If I really had my way, I'd die in battle, sword in hand, facing the enemy head on).
However, the modern world lacks those certain kind of heroics, so I'll properly be aware that I'm dying and will have to comfort myself with the fact that I'm completely helpless and whatever comes next, comes next.
Another theory is that, once I die, I'll awake in a station and be given a ticket to a particular afterlife. Once at the platform, the spirit train will pull up and I'll be on a one way trip to Valhalla (Hopefully).