No part of me feels silly, it's the biggest reason (indirectly) I play Dragon Age.
I think the purpose of Role playing is entirely lost once you enter that line of thinking.
I completely shut myself out.
Once I load up that file I am Fey. I'm a well meaning, carefree, idealistic, freedom before justice, Rogue with a sense of humor and a knack for messing up relationships due to an overly romantic and selfish view of love.
Some would sooner describe me as evil, merciless, and cruel. I can't deny blood in the right color (my enemy's usually) makes my day that much better.
For that play through of Dragon Age the first:
I never took off my wedding band, it may have been an arranged marriage but I know he was a lovely man. Maybe I'm to sentimental but I felt it was more powerful than any of the other enchanted rings.
Morrigan was my best friend, like a sister I never had, we disagree on some things, she doesn't understand the way I cling to friendship and love, I know she values it though.
Alistair was my newly found compass for what I should consider right but couldn't bring myself to follow, the love I wanted but couldn't have because every choice I made pushed him farther away.
We're still good friends, being with him is great... But I can't shake the feeling that he sees a dark terrible evil embodied by the power and willfulness I command, always keeping him an arms length away.
That perhaps inside, he's afraid of me. Maybe more so because of how well I get along with him, like I don't carry a weight of guilt, or my face is free to lie straight even to those I'm closest.
