Helpless: it kills me when there's something to be done but I can't help at all.
That's the one I hate most, because I can escape from all the others that I hate (depression, guilt, rage).
Love. The fact that something that can bring a feeling so wonderful, and then a feeling so gut-wrenching, makes me hate this one as well. You know, forget all those, I hate love the most. Why? Because as much of a bipolar ***** as it is, it's necessary for me to truly be happy. Most of my life I'm just coasting along, not really happy or sad, but it's when I have someone to love who loves me that I'm really happy. It's a necessary evil, to me, and that's why I hate it. Can't live with it, can't live without it, and it knows this.