I won't ruin too much for you, but you're right. I suggest you read the "A Shepard's tale" comic at some point. It goes through Book's life from abusive childhood to the moment Kaylee welcome's him aboard.BrotherRool said:Thanks for finding the quote. Since the original guy is banned I guess it's probably not worthwhile quoting him in?Single Shot said:"HTTP 404 Not Found" - Now that is a truly inspirational quote. I'm guessing you mean something to do with this quote.dmghjmqing said:What got me onto this line of thought is Sheperd Book in Firefly.
"I've been out of the abbey two days. I've beaten a lawman senseless. Fallen in with criminals. I watched the captain shoot the man I swore to protect. And I'm not even sure if I think he was wrong."
I think that line is still totally in sync with me, I'm a pretty big Firefly fan and I was individually reviewing each episode when I was first thinking about this and I feel like there was only one time when they didn't write Book properly (which was when River ripped up his bible and he gave a talk about how it didn't matter whether symbols were true or not) and even then, it's possible it's deliberate because it was always hinted that Book wasn't a preacher his whole life and when they revealed his secret that's definitely how it turned out.
When he says the line about "And I'm not even sure if I think he was wrong." he's got a lot of agony in his voice and is clearly being legitimately shaken by events. It's not like he's suddenly cast off everything he had previously thought and he gives it consideration and eventually finds something he's comfortable with instead of say, becoming atheist or whatever.
(and of course it's fine to have characters change and convert/de-convert. You just need to make sure y ou're doing it because that's what's right for the story and not because you writing some Atheist/Christian wishfulfillment fantasy where everyone ends up agreeing with your cunning arguments and becomes more like you)
There is a lot of old pain and in that man, and it becomes clear that the whole crew has 3 basic backstories and are only really shaped by how they've responded to it.