Honestly.
I don't know how Yahtzee manages to do it, but he never fails to destroy any and all aspects of my life that make me happy and turn them into more sources of anxiety.
So I guess I'm bad for the industry then? I basically played games BECAUSE of the security. They were my escape from the chaos and anxiety of real life and something solid. I could take pleasure in the fact that games were something that I can just do and go along with without having to over think and question everything because they were just something that made me happy.
But apparently, that's not how the industry NEEDS me to play games. Why would I ever play a game unless it reinvents the medium, right? Who cares if you enjoy Halo and Tomb Raider, they're "bad for the industry", so by enjoying them you're a part of the problem.
You know that movie you really enjoyed? The Force Awakens? Yeah that's also bad for the industry.
How dare you be a sheep and enjoy it and let if make you happy, You should be getting out of your comfort zone, Andy by that I mean playing the games and watching the movies that are collectively referred to as"Good" for the Industry.
So you want to create content on the future? Well you better not put the stuff you enjoy into it. Because you enjoy stuff that isn't good for the medium, anything you create won't advance anything either, because taking concepts from previous works that you enjoy is absolutely awful.
And now every time I try to sit down and enjoy myself, I just end up with stupid unanswerable questions ruining whatever I'm doing.
"Am I a bad person for enjoying games that people dub as mediocre?"
"Am I supporting the downfall of the Industry?"
"At what point does an artist's vision get overridden by what's considered best for the medium?"
"Is all the effort that AAA devs put into their games rendered invalid just because they didn't make a massive change in the industry?"
" Can it possibly be this black and white?"
"Does staying in my comfort zone make me a weak person? And if that's so, why do people want to stay in their comfort zones in the first place?"
"Who gets to determine what is good or bad for the industry and what gives them that right?"
"Does personal preference have any place in gaming then if all of this is true?"
"If games somehow meet this vison where nobody does the same thing twice, won't that just end up as a bunch of unpolished ideas, and restrict artists from realizing their vision because "it's not innovative enough? Won't that end up being the death of creativity then? Because, how can a game be special when every game is supposed to be special?"
Fuck this shit.
I can't play games any more because some British Sociopath in Australia is making me doubt myself from halfway across the earth.
I don't know how Yahtzee manages to do it, but he never fails to destroy any and all aspects of my life that make me happy and turn them into more sources of anxiety.
So I guess I'm bad for the industry then? I basically played games BECAUSE of the security. They were my escape from the chaos and anxiety of real life and something solid. I could take pleasure in the fact that games were something that I can just do and go along with without having to over think and question everything because they were just something that made me happy.
But apparently, that's not how the industry NEEDS me to play games. Why would I ever play a game unless it reinvents the medium, right? Who cares if you enjoy Halo and Tomb Raider, they're "bad for the industry", so by enjoying them you're a part of the problem.
You know that movie you really enjoyed? The Force Awakens? Yeah that's also bad for the industry.
How dare you be a sheep and enjoy it and let if make you happy, You should be getting out of your comfort zone, Andy by that I mean playing the games and watching the movies that are collectively referred to as"Good" for the Industry.
So you want to create content on the future? Well you better not put the stuff you enjoy into it. Because you enjoy stuff that isn't good for the medium, anything you create won't advance anything either, because taking concepts from previous works that you enjoy is absolutely awful.
And now every time I try to sit down and enjoy myself, I just end up with stupid unanswerable questions ruining whatever I'm doing.
"Am I a bad person for enjoying games that people dub as mediocre?"
"Am I supporting the downfall of the Industry?"
"At what point does an artist's vision get overridden by what's considered best for the medium?"
"Is all the effort that AAA devs put into their games rendered invalid just because they didn't make a massive change in the industry?"
" Can it possibly be this black and white?"
"Does staying in my comfort zone make me a weak person? And if that's so, why do people want to stay in their comfort zones in the first place?"
"Who gets to determine what is good or bad for the industry and what gives them that right?"
"Does personal preference have any place in gaming then if all of this is true?"
"If games somehow meet this vison where nobody does the same thing twice, won't that just end up as a bunch of unpolished ideas, and restrict artists from realizing their vision because "it's not innovative enough? Won't that end up being the death of creativity then? Because, how can a game be special when every game is supposed to be special?"
Fuck this shit.
I can't play games any more because some British Sociopath in Australia is making me doubt myself from halfway across the earth.