Same stuff happened to me. Don't worry, I saw a psychiatrist about it and it really didn't do anything for me. Just talk to people about you're problems and perhaps express more emotion. It worked for me.shadowstriker86 said:
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I always have obsessive thoughts of anything, it can be very violent thoughts I never would do. It's just your mind making random scenarios. You get a train of thoughts, but it doesn't have any rails, it can lead anywhere.
i envision killing people all the time its better than actually doing it
im no psychiatrist but maybe you have a lot of pent up agression so you should get one of those doll thingys that stand themselves up and beat the ever living crap out of it
but thats just my opinion
im no psychiatrist but maybe you have a lot of pent up agression so you should get one of those doll thingys that stand themselves up and beat the ever living crap out of it
but thats just my opinion
If these are very vivid it could be a sign of some sort of psychosis, actually sounds like some of the symptoms of schizophrenia, which you can get medication for.
Also, I don't know anything about your history, but I know that acid users can have vivid flashbacks for the rest of your life, so if you've ever used acid or another potent halucinogen, this could be backlash from that.
All in all though, it seems like you're actually maintaining yourself quite well mentally. The fact that you're very aware of the nature of these "visions" means that you understand they are not a divine message, but instead are a fixture of the workings of your brain, and it means that you are less likely to become violent or dangerous as a result of the visions. A doctor would help a lot of course, but since we don't care enough to give people free healthcare here in the U.S. it's quite understandable that you find yourself out of luck. Just always keep in mind that the visions aren't real, and you should be fine, even if you find yourself emotionally jarred by them at times.
Also, I don't know anything about your history, but I know that acid users can have vivid flashbacks for the rest of your life, so if you've ever used acid or another potent halucinogen, this could be backlash from that.
All in all though, it seems like you're actually maintaining yourself quite well mentally. The fact that you're very aware of the nature of these "visions" means that you understand they are not a divine message, but instead are a fixture of the workings of your brain, and it means that you are less likely to become violent or dangerous as a result of the visions. A doctor would help a lot of course, but since we don't care enough to give people free healthcare here in the U.S. it's quite understandable that you find yourself out of luck. Just always keep in mind that the visions aren't real, and you should be fine, even if you find yourself emotionally jarred by them at times.