Have you ever considered suicide?

[Vrud]

Nothing changed my mind. I'm dead right now.

 

[Dango]

Part of me wants this thread to have a poll, but the other part makes me think that the results might be a bit too unsettling...

OT: Nope, not really.

 

[Dgxphyrefightx]

Yeah, several times, and only because my girlfriend talked me out of it did I stop...

 

[LightningBanks]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

 

[The_Puppy_Prince]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

Id honestly only miss a handful of my friends
And maybe its at night when nothing really's going on -Usually- and those thoughts kinda ferment ya know?

 

[DoomWyrd]

The way I see it is that, if God exists then I will go to Hell, and if God does not exist then i'll be... Ya know DEAD

 

[ZomgSharkz]

Not even remotely...ever.

 

[BRMXJzjsoawk321]

Yes, in periods of time for the past 2 years or so. Even like 2 minutes ago, really..

I know it's not serious though, but it's annoying me now..

 

[Requx]

The occasional 5 minutes a month. Don't really ever entertain the thought just think what'd be different. Would never do it though.

 

[LightningBanks]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

Id honestly only miss a handful of my friends
And maybe its at night when nothing really's going on -Usually- and those thoughts kinda ferment ya know?

Its the same with the handful of friends, problem is half of them go to another school, and the other half will be next year :/

Same with the thoughts thing, they gather quickly, espeically if theres none to talk to, and keep me from sleeping :/ I have found a recent solution, game unti I literally crash. Seriously, with my headset for audio, and a game like l4d or counter strike, it really works, its like the only time I can get immersed into games nowadays

Sure, I almost die in school or sleep in late, but at least Im not sad for most of the night.

 

[Irony's Acolyte]

I've thought about it a couple times here and there. But I usually knock that idea down before I even start planning. I've yet to find a good reason to do so that would outweigh the con of suicide (I'm no longer alive). So here I am.

 

[Buccura]

Many times, and I strongly doubt that that's rare among people.

 

[messy]

Once.

When I got really freaked about thinking that nothing I could ever do would ever really change anything in the world. And all I did was trivial. Then then the woman who I am currently dating (and really happy with) came back into the room and remembered that I asked her out. And although it seems rather cliché or a bit romantic is was remeasuring to know that I could do something and for it to have immediate effects. It was a really scary and frantic moment and passed in a minute.

 

[The_Puppy_Prince]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

Id honestly only miss a handful of my friends
And maybe its at night when nothing really's going on -Usually- and those thoughts kinda ferment ya know?

Its the same with the handful of friends, problem is half of them go to another school, and the other half will be next year :/

Same with the thoughts thing, they gather quickly, espeically if theres none to talk to, and keep me from sleeping :/ I have found a recent solution, game unti I literally crash. Seriously, with my headset for audio, and a game like l4d or counter strike, it really works, its like the only time I can get immersed into games nowadays

Sure, I almost die in school or sleep in late, but at least Im not sad for most of the night.

Yea,thats what ive been pretty much doing lately,
now more since ive downloaded a few mmo's for my itouch so ill have a distraction with me
And when i say a handful of friends,im not undermining it,i truly mean a handful

 

[TriggerOnly]

I try to but i just cant take it seriously.... honestly a world with out me ?

 

[Zannah]

Thought about it before I met my boyfriend, and managed to pretty much escape from m family, and might have pulled through, if those things hadn't happened.

 

[ModsDeleteThisAccountPlease]

way to much over the last 5 years, but every time I end up remembering that there are people who do care for me and it would be selfish to to throw away my life and hurt them

 

[TriggerOnly]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

Id honestly only miss a handful of my friends
And maybe its at night when nothing really's going on -Usually- and those thoughts kinda ferment ya know?

Its the same with the handful of friends, problem is half of them go to another school, and the other half will be next year :/

Same with the thoughts thing, they gather quickly, espeically if theres none to talk to, and keep me from sleeping :/ I have found a recent solution, game unti I literally crash. Seriously, with my headset for audio, and a game like l4d or counter strike, it really works, its like the only time I can get immersed into games nowadays

Sure, I almost die in school or sleep in late, but at least Im not sad for most of the night.

Yea,thats what ive been pretty much doing lately,
now more since ive downloaded a few mmo's for my itouch so ill have a distraction with me
And when i say a handful of friends,im not undermining it,i truly mean a handful

I use to do that but you feel like crap most of the time only for a few moments of bliss right as your head hits the pillow, Affter being up as long as you can over weeks,mounths hell years even. Sooner or later you get over it relised the only way it will go away is if you face up to the things that keep you up or just weather the storm.

oh and tea and noodles at 4am HEAVEN

oh and I agree with at night you dont have any thing to destract you.

just you and your thoughts... muhahah

 

[The_Puppy_Prince]

Like every other day... seriously I usually end up crying myself to sleep...
Of course I didn't do it... I'm afraid of pain and dying that's why...<.<

Oh how my days have been like that -,-

Mine too

And I have many a time, but after I think about how people would react, and what id miss.

I think its the fact that I love the friends I have, and that I only feel bad at night, not day.

Its just surviving the nights :/

Id honestly only miss a handful of my friends
And maybe its at night when nothing really's going on -Usually- and those thoughts kinda ferment ya know?

Its the same with the handful of friends, problem is half of them go to another school, and the other half will be next year :/

Same with the thoughts thing, they gather quickly, espeically if theres none to talk to, and keep me from sleeping :/ I have found a recent solution, game unti I literally crash. Seriously, with my headset for audio, and a game like l4d or counter strike, it really works, its like the only time I can get immersed into games nowadays

Sure, I almost die in school or sleep in late, but at least Im not sad for most of the night.

Yea,thats what ive been pretty much doing lately,
now more since ive downloaded a few mmo's for my itouch so ill have a distraction with me
And when i say a handful of friends,im not undermining it,i truly mean a handful

I use to do that but you feel like crap most of the time only for a few moments of bliss right as your head hits the pillow, Affter being up as long as you can over weeks,mounths hell years even. Sooner or later you get over it relised the only way it will go away is if you face up to the things that keep you up or just weather the storm.

oh and tea and noodles at 4am HEAVEN

oh and a agree with at night you dont have any thing to destract you.

just you and your thoughts... muhahah

Lol
Yea your pretty much right
It does eventually go away
But some things dont :l

 

[TWRule]

I've never been suicidal myself - my disposition and principals really don't allow for it. I have been in moods where I felt indifferent to death, but never one where I felt I had to end it for some reason.

That said, I've talked at least 3 separate friends out of suicide when they were ready to commit the act immediately. I wouldn't necessarily say there is a single way to convince everyone not to do it - but personally I generally take the absurdist outlook (Life is not meaningless but absurd, you can live in spite of this and rise above the situation).