I'm only worried about people's reactions to the election. I'm very much nonpartisan (liberal, but not aligning based on party lines alone,) but that was typical of me during the years when "normal" presidents toed the line between milquetoast pandering and the occasional jab at the "other." Trump, however, has been a different beast. I've never seen someone so overtly stoke the flames of people's basest, most selfish and entitled desires they'd have never dared to voice in civil company, and then get away with it without repercussion time and time and time again. I'd call him a walking joke, a caricature of everything wrong with American politics, but then, I see my neighbors and all the "Trump/Pence 2020" signs, those who support him not because of his policies (because honestly, what ARE they outside of "great," wonderful" and "fantastic?") but because his actions and behavior empower them to act similarly and be the disgusting human beings they feel they can be because the highest seat of power in our nation has given them the green flag disguised as a right.
I won't go so far as to say I'm scared, but the ignorant Trump masses have been encouraged to be just that, and they concern me; if they don't get their way over the next few days, I can't see them walking anything back, but I CAN see them walking forward and doubling down on the something being taken from them that they feel they deserve and have "earned." I'm worried that Trump has divide our nation beyond fatigued disaffectedness and what some will do if they don't get to enjoy another 4 years of this orange megalomanic to nurture their once restrained hatred, bigotry and entitlement. Will a Trump loss be the call to arms for those the 2nd amendment empowers to rise up against an oppressive and unjust government? And can any of those who might feel that way appreciate the irony given the history of our nation literally founded on the backs of those who were beaten down and silenced in lieu of their privilege?
I really just want it to be over. I want Trump out, but if he wins, fine; I made it this far; what's four more years of his inanity? (I know, that's a very dismissive statement given the potential fallout from a country already at the brink, but when you're numb to the pain, whats another lash or two?) Perhaps given his tacit lame duck status, those around him can rein in his more ludicrous decrees and limit his actions/nonactions in an attempt to salvage some legitimacy he'll not be accountable for in future elections. If he loses, great; maybe we can try and salvage whatever might remain of American decency and get behind someone who at they very least (but most importantly at the very most) is NOT Trump, someone grounded in civility and cooperation, even if he's not the best man for the job; I'll take yet another vanilla, old white guy over the orange radical we have now any day of the week, month, year, decade or a lifetime.