Yep, another relationship thread(or lack-there-of). Feel free to leave now.
Menaingless introduction: I am 16, never had a date, never had a kiss, unnattractive, can't find people of opposite gender with similar interest or anyone who understands me properly or thinks the way I do. When I'm broed I think all day about how I can tell when I've found the right person or when I know I'm with the wrong person. (And no, I'm not going to go cut myself now.)
Today I was extremely bored and was failing to have conversation in my usual chat room. The only perosn having a succeeding conversation, someone I have on facebook and skype, refused to tell me what she was talking about because apparently I wouldn't understand. Feeling condescended, knowing I'll never get closer to this person because I can't get closer without knowing stuff and they obviously can only be assed to tell people close to them anything about what's going on. So I decided to ragequit to my xbox, where no one was online and there was nothing to do. I went through random stuff for hours and helped my friend sort out stuff for school over MSN.
So bored, I finally went back on the computer. The first thing I noticed was on Facebook a girl I used to like and saw my first relationship and future with, because we get along so well and have common interest, who rejected me several times making excuses and then finally saying she just doesnt want a boyfriend, changed her status to in a relationship. Feeling bad I went back to the chat and told somebody, but none of my usual friends seemed to react, so I felt like submitting an FML on the internet about it.
Afterwards I noticed her status had changed back to single, so I went to the chat to tell friends. The only one to respond was one to complain about me repeating myself. So I then felt so bad I submitted another FML about the fact that my friends fail to notice. The second FML summarised the girl and my friends and ended with the words: "Obviously, no one cares about me".
So finally I have come here feeling bad about myself, knowing there are some decent people here, to try and make myself feel better. If you have any kind words that would be nice. Or else just feel free to explain similar situations that have ever happened to you or if you've ever posted an FML and what it said. (Please no words about how I'm still young.)
EDIT: People, this is about todays event, not about me complaining about my life and saying I'll be hopeless throughout it. I said the bit about me to make it a bit more poignant that my closest female friend lies to me and couldn't just say she doesn't want to be with me. Some people actually giving anecdotes would be nice, instead of all the rants I'm getting about me being a manic depressive *****.
EDIT2: Yes, it's a thread about FMLs. I typed an FML because I felt bad in the moment, so no posts about me being depressive. I've heard tons of FMLs that I wouldn't even consider FMLs, that certainly don't imply their entire life is ruined, and I'm not trying to imply that either.
Menaingless introduction: I am 16, never had a date, never had a kiss, unnattractive, can't find people of opposite gender with similar interest or anyone who understands me properly or thinks the way I do. When I'm broed I think all day about how I can tell when I've found the right person or when I know I'm with the wrong person. (And no, I'm not going to go cut myself now.)
Today I was extremely bored and was failing to have conversation in my usual chat room. The only perosn having a succeeding conversation, someone I have on facebook and skype, refused to tell me what she was talking about because apparently I wouldn't understand. Feeling condescended, knowing I'll never get closer to this person because I can't get closer without knowing stuff and they obviously can only be assed to tell people close to them anything about what's going on. So I decided to ragequit to my xbox, where no one was online and there was nothing to do. I went through random stuff for hours and helped my friend sort out stuff for school over MSN.
So bored, I finally went back on the computer. The first thing I noticed was on Facebook a girl I used to like and saw my first relationship and future with, because we get along so well and have common interest, who rejected me several times making excuses and then finally saying she just doesnt want a boyfriend, changed her status to in a relationship. Feeling bad I went back to the chat and told somebody, but none of my usual friends seemed to react, so I felt like submitting an FML on the internet about it.
Afterwards I noticed her status had changed back to single, so I went to the chat to tell friends. The only one to respond was one to complain about me repeating myself. So I then felt so bad I submitted another FML about the fact that my friends fail to notice. The second FML summarised the girl and my friends and ended with the words: "Obviously, no one cares about me".
So finally I have come here feeling bad about myself, knowing there are some decent people here, to try and make myself feel better. If you have any kind words that would be nice. Or else just feel free to explain similar situations that have ever happened to you or if you've ever posted an FML and what it said. (Please no words about how I'm still young.)
EDIT: People, this is about todays event, not about me complaining about my life and saying I'll be hopeless throughout it. I said the bit about me to make it a bit more poignant that my closest female friend lies to me and couldn't just say she doesn't want to be with me. Some people actually giving anecdotes would be nice, instead of all the rants I'm getting about me being a manic depressive *****.
EDIT2: Yes, it's a thread about FMLs. I typed an FML because I felt bad in the moment, so no posts about me being depressive. I've heard tons of FMLs that I wouldn't even consider FMLs, that certainly don't imply their entire life is ruined, and I'm not trying to imply that either.
