insecurities..have any?

[Guitar Gamer]

though I hope it's that GOD DAMMED PUBERTY I am really insecure about my social status in my school even though I tell myself it's just a load of bullsh*t that I shouldn't worry about, I also wonder why I have the superpower of being invisible to the opposite gender.

oops I almost forgot the fact that I almost sh*t a brick when someone betters me in something that I consider to be good at and amogn other things that if you experienced puberty you would know what I'm talking about

edit: and my mild enduring depression that wont go away though it might have to do with my folks recent devorce

double edit: and my weight can't forget about that.........................ever

triple edit: forgot that paranoia and exesive compulsive dissorder if that counts

quadruple edit: and my intelligence; if it seems one of my peers is smarter than me I feel the need to hit them

 

[vxicepickxv]

I tend to be paranoid, other than that it's almost nothing.

I'd be paranoid too, but they really are after me.

 

[gavinator93]

I don't like talking to or in front of new people.
I'm comfortable around people I already know.
But whenever I'm around new folks I behave completely differently.
It's quite annoying.

This.

With a bit of not being fond of talking in general

 

[Tharwen]

People are just a big mass of insecurities, held together by hope, a little sticky tape and a
few paper clips.
I can sometimes be a bit insecure about the way I look, as I'm guessing most people feel at one point or another,
and I often doubt my ability to write.
I can also become quite paranoid that people are deserting me, since they have on occasion, but I'm working on that one.

PAPER CLIPS!!!?!!? WHERE ARE THEY??!? THEY WON'T GET AWAY FROM ME THIS TIME, THE LITTLE BLIGHTERS!!!!!!!! oh... there aren't any paper clips, are there?

Sorry.

I don't have any insecurities, honest.

 

[hailmagus]

Being in front of new people, my huge ego, and my uncomfortable feelings about someone on this site.

Like sexual feelings, or "oh my god, that guy eats crayons and rolls his terds into little balls" feelings?

 

[Zombie_Fish]

Talking to strangers and two people talking about something which you have no idea about.

I actually once had that issue in Germany. My mate and his friend were talking about Warcraft, and I had no idea what the conversation was about...

Made worse by the fact that it was in German.

 

[MrSnugglesworth]

Being a dissapointment to my parents. Not anyone else. Fuck everyone else.

 

[ArcWinter]

Um... public speaking, silently diagnosing people around me with insulting psychological conditions... oh, and being extremely close to having multiple personalities. But, that doesn't really count as I'm okay with it.
(true, a psychology book was on the table during a particularly boring class and I read it)

 

[Jamous]

for me its my art work at the moment T_T

Words right out of my mouth.

T______________T

XD

 

[Major_Sam]

I'm very paranoid about being in a car. 4 major accidents in my family, one almost killing my dad and one with me in it. I'm also paranoid about not finding the perfect partner in life.

And ghosts.

 

[riskroWe]

Well I was paranoid that nobody else is as depressed as I am, but you guys are showing that to be wrong.

 

[Seldon2639]

Aside from the usual "do I look good enough" stuff, I'm pretty insecure about my friendships. I do well enough hiding it, but most of the time, it's difficult to convince myself that people actually like me. I'm pretty paranoid, thinking that the only reason people spend time with me is for reasons other than "they like me".

I'm also insecure about asking for (or being open to) being emotionally supported by the people who care about me (with rare exception). I'm supportive as anyone, but I'm not comfortable receiving support, which makes me a hard person to be a friend to.

 

[Cpt_Oblivious]

That my hair flops downwards the moment I leave the bathroom. (It's where I style it)

 

[superbleeder12]

I see my physical form as revolting, causing a lot of insecurities.

 

[chefassassin2]

My cooking. I've been doing it for about 16 years now, I'm classically trained, but to this day I make food for people and have to sneak glances at their faces to see if they enjoy it or not. I know I'm good, but I second guess everything.

 

[Ultrajoe]

Hmmm....

I think too much, constantly. My brain has a broken switch and it's stuck on 'ponder'. It means I'm often absent minded or forgetful, and it annoys me constantly to need to apply actual effort to remember things most people do on autopilot. I second guess myself constantly, i'm often unable to make decisions without outside help or my mind spirals inwards on tangents and related topics. I'm not so arrogant to say i'm too smart for my own good, so much as I have real trouble filtering out what's not important. I get in my own way constantly and that makes me get in my own way even more that gets me thinking and pondering and... Long story short, my mind is a big room with lots of junk that I often wander into and get lost.

I think too much about that. It worries me.

And I definately don't have height issues. I pretend to be an 8 foot knight because it... amuses me. Yeah.

 

[Khedive Rex]

Insecurities? I don't really have that many...

I worry occasionally that people's expectations of me are too high; but this doesn't really cause me much stress or anxiety because my immediate next thought is "Well, that's their problem now isn't it?"

I'm slightly insecure about my socio-economic situation. I'm relatively well-to-do but I always feel akward when people assume I'm well moneyed (mostly because I've spent time not well moneyed). By the same token it irritates me if people assume I don't have money.

... That's pretty much it. I'm really apathetic and on top of that I have a bit of a misanthropic streak. Considering insecurities are mostly centered around not feeling equal to others, this pretty much limit that. As for the other source of insecurity (feeling that things aren't how they should be) I'm an optimist so, again, I avoid those.

 

[lee1287]

im paranoid... hence why my gf broke up with me...damn.

 

[freakaknight]

Have to side with the 'everything'

The way i look, the things i write/do, the way i act, the way i live...

It's less what others think of me and more what i think of myself.

Though this is a weird thread for a game based magazine ^o) lol

There is no room for securities in a world where dreams are 'nothing more then the children of an idle brain, begot of nothing but vain fantasy' (About right), and mirrors hold our image for us to pick apart. If only there was a mirror that showed us what was deeper, showed us the good things, but in this world, they don't matter anyway.

 

[freakaknight]

Hmmm....

I think too much, constantly. My brain has a broken switch

I relate so much, but more of a degree where i'm thinking constantly, 3 million things at once and it all comes together as noise and gibberish, strings i can't grab hold of and tie together, it's why i hardly sleep and when i do it's to a film or music.

But if it weren't for that i probably wouldn't be (not to blow my own trumpet, don't really think i am as such, more i'm trying to comfort myself) as intelligent and creative as I am, or good with poetry etc.

Just have to find a medium to get it down i find, write a book, make a film, sometimes helps