I?m the same, man. It?s not that I ?grew up? or anything stupid like that. I just?stopped playing. One day (about two years ago, maybe), I just stopped caring. I didn?t feel like spending £40 of my hard-earned money for a game that I might not even get the best out of, I never liked online gaming, and by then, I spent more time on my laptop, reading books, and doing newspaper puzzles.
I still have a soft spot for gaming. I always will. It was basically my childhood. I found friends through it, and every now and then, I might play a video game round my friend?s house or something. But I?m much more likely to whip out a Sudoku or a word-search in my spare time than bother shelling out
Grand Theft Auto V and invest the blood, sweat and money downloading the DLC and completing it before I get bored again and buy the
next instalment in the series.
The last game I can remember playing is
Mighty Jill Off, an indie PC game. I spend more time
watching other people play games nowadays (such as
GameGrumps, even if I do occasionally mutter my frustrations at the screen whenever they fuck up on a game I know like the back of my hand; e.g.
Donkey Kong Country 3). My Xbox 360 sits underneath the TV in my living room, gathering dust and looking forlornly at the only three games I ever bought for it: a
FIFA game bundled with the system,
Assassin?s Creed 2, and
Super Street Fighter IV, the latter being the only one that I was pumped to get.
And my GBA doesn?t work anymore. I think the battery ran out or something, and I never bothered to buy a new one. I thought about getting a 3DS or even a smartphone or something, but I just?didn?t. I?m basically a boring old man in a 19-year-old?s body.
Not to mention, all my fucking adult stuff gets in the way. That?s not a euphemism or anything, by the way; I just mean, some of the mental health issues I?ve developed in adolescence has just made it difficult to maintain some of the things I used to do for fun. I mean, I don?t watch nearly as many films as I used, probably
because I?m a little bit
too addicted to my laptop and I always end up playing catch-up, when I can be bothered, on programmes in a series that I?ve missed.