Solution to your D&D problem -- play a tabletop that actually focuses on roleplaying instead of making you die every 30 seconds and reroll a character who doesn't matter within himself.
(Bitter about my first and only D&D campaign, yes, where I never got to get past level 5 in two years and thus was stuck with lame spells and ultra-low HP.)
(Bitter about my first and only D&D campaign, yes, where I never got to get past level 5 in two years and thus was stuck with lame spells and ultra-low HP.)