Internet Kraken said:
BehattedWanderer said:
I don't have nightmares. I have lucid dreams, which means a modicum of control over them. And while it was by no means a nightmare...I did have a dream recently that was the saddest thing I've ever imagined. Like, Pixar sad times 12. I woke up with tears down my cheek. I took me a few minutes to realize that things that sad were not and could not be real.
You can't just say that and not tell us about the dream. I demand you tell me about the sad dream!
Oh, hey, it's you again. What's up, man?
Alright, since you wanted to know, I'll tell you. But I'm gonna warn you--it is really, really sad. Pretty cool, at times, but sad nonetheless.
So I'm walking through this mountain pass, everything's all green, and growing, it's a bit jungle-ish, but still a mountain. I'm with a group of friends that I've made in my wanderings, from across the continent and then some. We're all on a quest of some kind, seeking something unspecified in the dream. We come to a plateau, or the summit of the mountain, now covered in snow. There's a house up here, and a playground. We introduce ourselves to the housekeeper, and after all the introductions, he invites us to play on the playground and rest at his house for the night before we continue our long journey. We take him up on the offer.
Now, while we're playing on the playground, it's suddenly attacked. There are explosions, and a group of people dressed in blue suits and green tax visors come in and round up and take away most of my party, except for me, and two friends--one, a medium height blonde I'll call Amanda, and the other, a medium height brunette I'll call Karina, for naming purposes. Both are attractive, but not in that raunchy way, but in that just flat out pretty kind of way. They don't glitter or glow, aren't hot, but are undeniably attractive, you get me? They're both fantastic personalities, always cheerful and happy, even when shit is going down. Anyways.
So Karina, Amanda, and I pick up our gear, and we head down the other side of the mountain, in the direction the attackers were last glimpsed seen going. We're walking for awhile, down the mountain, and snow gives way to a rainforest-type place, one where there's a creek flowing nearby, there's wildlife about, but there's still some leftover snow on the branches of the trees. We come to a spiral staircase, and we head down, into a small clearing in the forest with some small snow piles here and there.
We're all joking again, talking about how the others will probably scold us for taking too long to come get them, and about food and friends and all the little things around that are just beautiful. Trust me, no lack of natural beauty around--birds, frogs, water drops dripping off tree branches and leaves, the lot. It's a nice point, everything is going alright. We're all smiling, happy, certain. Suddenly, there's this large explosion, and we are all thrown back into the forest, in different directions. After a moment of confusion, deafness, and that blinding flash associated with an explosion right before your eyes, I get up and look about. I find Amanda, we're both a little scratched up, some bruises and cuts here and there, but overall, we're both alright.
We immediately look about for Karina, we search the whole clearing, nothing. "Where is she? Karina!" I yell out, trying to find her. Amanda grabs my arm, and points to a small patch at the base of a large tree several feet away. There, at the foot of a tree slightly scarred by fresh burns, in a puddle of water that used to be snow, were three pieces of paper, all still smoldering at the corners.
Two are common playing cards, the 7 and the 8 of hearts, right next to each other, floating face up in the puddle. The other, though, is an old comic strip--or most of it, rather. It's one and a half panels of an old Calvin and Hobbes comic, with both of them sitting beneath a tree. In the first panel, half of which is missing, bordered by a blackened char line, Calvin is asking his friend what he thinks heaven will be, to which Hobbes replies, in the second panel:
"Heaven is a big field, on a warm day, with a nice cross breeze to keep you cool. There's a picnic blanket laid out under a big shade tree, and all around you are your favorite babes you missed in life, holding tuna sandwiches, and giving you kisses." (It is a Calvin and Hobbes strip, of course, so at least the dream is in character).
As I looked down at the strip and cards, I realized that my picnic in heaven already had someone waiting for me, tuna sandwich in hand, smile on her pretty face.
It was at this point I woke up, tears on cheek, eyes open, startled and scared. It was a full minute, at least, before I realized that I was not in a beautiful clearing where a beloved friend had just been wiped from existence mere feet away from me, with me powerless to do anything. And crap if it doesn't bring mist to my eyes remembering it. It's a good mist, though.