I understand that mindset, but at the same time it's that particular way of thinking that is holding back any kind of legitimate change from happening. I don't just mean "why should I vote?" either, but the whole defeatist attitude towards politics and political change in general. There was a poll put out not too long ago about how optimistic Democratic voters were for who they were supporting. At the moment, Biden is still the frontrunner. However despite having so much support, the optimism among his supporters was incredibly low. They don't want to vote for him, but they feel like they have to. After all, they're told so all the fucking time. That we all have to be "realistic". That change can't happen, not now at least. To wait for tomorrow. Only tomorrow never comes does it? The sun never sets. It just stays there and slowly burns us all to death.
The system and so many people that are in it want to beat the living shit out of your optimism. And it works. So many people settle for shit candidates because they can't imagine someone else winning. Because it's just carved into their minds at every opportunity. It wears people down, and they stop caring if they ever even did at all. It works to the benefit of the worst fucking people too. Combine that apathy with voter suppression and low information voters who vote on a fucking whim, and we are where we are today.
Like I said, I understand your mindset. However you're not just one vote. Understand when you say "I'm just one person, I don't fucking matter", that is being echoed by untold millions. You're not alone, there's so many like you all thinking the exact same thing. And understand that the system you hate so much, that honestly the vast majority of us hate, WANTS you to think that way. It wants millions of people to just let them have it, to not think about it, to not care. You can choose not to vote, choose not to protest, choose not to support strikes, choose not to support community efforts for change, etc. But understand that you're feeding the very thing you despise as you do so.
I do get it though, I can't stress that enough. I don't blame you for feeling how you feel. Everything is set up to make you feel that way, to make nearly everyone feel that way. Hell I feel that way at times, that it's all for nothing and hopeless. But if we don't do something, anything, we're all fucked. We're honestly running out of time. I get that the things I do, and how I get involved is incredibly small scale. But there's a whole lot of people out there doing the same thing, and it adds up. Actions that seem very small and trivial, can spark inspiration in others to do the same. Numbers grow, movements form. Change can happen. Sure we can't do it alone, but we're not alone and never have been.