It's not so much procrastination here, it's more that I'm a chronic quitter. Whenever something gets too hard I just think "fuck it" and just stop doing whatever I was doing. The last few months, hell maybe the last 2 years, it's gotten even worse, now I barely even try stuff any more.
I don't really know where this lethargy, lack of drive and general lack of care comes from. I'm trying to figure it out though, and hopefully solve it. I'd like a future I can strive for and a present day I can truly enjoy.