Yes. I actually think the me that does the talking and the me that does the thinking are two separate me's.
Often because when I talk to myself it's not something I thought about saying or tried to say, I'm just suddenly talking. I actually have a theory that there's a whole pantheon, where I'm the "primary mind", and there's the animalistic secondary mind, the anonymous mass of the tertiary mind, and a whole mass of sub-minds that serve the various groups.
Like Boris. Boris is... not a nice man. Very not nice. He's capable of more physical feats than I am, but has to be repressed down to a cruel little voice or else he'll... do not nice things. To everyone. Boris is affiliated with the "secondary mind".
He's kept repressed by elements of the Tertiary-Primary mind alliance, primarily the sentinel (primary) and the guardian (primary-tertiary hybrid). They don't talk, they're just elementals of control and perception.
I never told my therapist about them. In hindsight, maybe I should have.
Often because when I talk to myself it's not something I thought about saying or tried to say, I'm just suddenly talking. I actually have a theory that there's a whole pantheon, where I'm the "primary mind", and there's the animalistic secondary mind, the anonymous mass of the tertiary mind, and a whole mass of sub-minds that serve the various groups.
Like Boris. Boris is... not a nice man. Very not nice. He's capable of more physical feats than I am, but has to be repressed down to a cruel little voice or else he'll... do not nice things. To everyone. Boris is affiliated with the "secondary mind".
He's kept repressed by elements of the Tertiary-Primary mind alliance, primarily the sentinel (primary) and the guardian (primary-tertiary hybrid). They don't talk, they're just elementals of control and perception.
I never told my therapist about them. In hindsight, maybe I should have.