Poll: Have you ever thought about commiting suicdie?

[Frungy]

Thought about it, have about 5 plans should it ever become necessary, have the materials required for all of them. Technically this puts me in the tier 1 suicide risk category, but my list of "should it become necessary" is pretty short and pretty extreme, and includes zombie invasions and AIDs.

 

[Tekkawarrior]

I've though about it. Not about doing it, about it. It's a terrible idea. Things get better with time.

Also, if you're depressed or anything, please give this song a listen.

I hate this video, someone who is seriously depressed wont make it to the second half of the video.

OT: I wondered about what will happen if I do, but I wouldn't actually do it, the day that I would consider killing my self I'd join the army, at least I'll kill my self doing something "good".

 

[ethaninja]

I get really paranoid sometomes, like one of my own family members may have poisoned my food or something. I get so damn tired of feeling paranoid I just think "meh" and eat/drink it anyway. Thats as far as I go Which almost warrents a rubber room and a straight jacket >.<

 

[Jharry5]

I had seriously considered it in the past. I went through a pretty rough time at school, what with bullying and all that. Certain friends I had started shunning me for no given reason, which just compounded the problem. I started feeling increasingly isolated. I think this about three years or so that this went on for.
But when I seriously considered it, I realised that there were still my family and friends that hadn't turned their back on me that would've been affected by it.
My Dad once said something on the subject (I think we were discussing Kurt Cobain at the time), and it really stuck with me. Suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem.
And he's right. The problems I had were temporary. I moved from school to college; the bullying stopped, I made friends - better than those that shunned me. Looking back, I feel kind of stupid about the whole thing, as there are loads of other people that have it much worse than I did then...

 

[Czargent Sane]

living is better than nothingness.

how do you know? you've never not been here, maybe it's cool.

Well when I'm dead I'll have all eternity to enjoy it.
Before then, I can enjoy my limited life.

I agree, I'm gonna get as much as I can out of life before I have to do something else.

 

[WorldCritic]

Once when I was twelve, was just a passing thought and never thought about it again.

 

[Proteus214]

I was when I was 14. That was a really dark time for me. Caught between two abusive households and bullying at school. I look back and I'm amazed that I got through that.

 

[chinangel]

my problems are body related, but eventually i'll be able to deal. >.> still, some things you can't escape from.

 

[Queen Michael]

Sure I have, but I never tried to do it. I never reached the stage where I spend all my savings secure in the knowledge that I won't need them where I'm going. But I was pretty darn serious, though.

 

[Zorg Machine]

About once a week. knowing that there's a way out of this whole mess is very comforting... I sound like a lunatic, don't I?

 

[LaffmanAKAJPLaffo]

Hypothetically yes but I've never really been in that sort of mindset to carry it out. After all life might seem crap now but something amazing might happen in a few days.

Also I now love this song lol.

It for some reason reminds me of Silent Hill. Almost like this guy would be an antagonist testing you throughout the whole game just pushing you and pushing you.

 

[nick n stuff]

life is too good. my life could be miles better but i see death as the end and anything is better than the end.

 

[Roamin11]

Twice while in hostpital without use of my legs, and the doctors told me it would have been unlikely I walk agian.... BUT it seems as though that was a lie, I walk just fine now and glad I didn't go through with sweet talking the nurse to OD-ing me on morphine

 

[BiscuitTrouser]

I have been getting more and more depressed latley, suicidle thought and tendices, saddness, anger, hate, and I was just wondering if anyother people have been going throught stuff like this?

I used to think those exact same things, until I came to new conclusion... "fuck it". I decided that life is pointless and became reckless and carefree, asked girls on dates that were way out of my league, did dangerous stunts to see if i would survive, stopped trying so hard in school because, who the fuck cares if you're "successful" or not, we all end up 6 feet under. I'm 16 now and have been living this way for two years and it has been the best damn two years of my life!

Adopting a why the hell not attitude is the path to awesome fun times.

 

[Amberella]

I actually came close a few times. But something always pulled me back from it. Pretty lucky if you ask me.

 

[Legion]

Yes. Sometimes for stupid, childish reasons. Sometimes for what I'd argue are perfectly valid ones.

I have never attempted it though.

 

[TheZapper]

I have, but never seriously.

Generally it's just 'If I killed myself, I wouldn't have to do my homework...ah fuck it, I'll do it anyway'.

 

[RJ Dalton]

I was on the verge of killing myself back in high school when I had a vivid hallucination about something resembling a miniature shoggoth appearing in my doorway and telling me that I wasn't going to die that day, so I should put the knife away and save myself a lot of hassle later.
I'm honestly not making that up.

 

[Queen Michael]

I've though about it. Not about doing it, about it. It's a terrible idea. Things get better with time.

Also, if you're depressed or anything, please give this song a listen.

That was epic.