Aesop knocked on Lillith's door lightly, "um, I come bearing gifts."
Aesop could hear a panful groan, a few moments later, Lilith cracked open the door. "Shhhhhh, not so loud." She whispered
Aesop winced hearing her groan, must have been from the beating, the door slowly cracked open as he replied to her quietly, "Sorry, I um... thought you might need a pick me up?" He showed her the bag in his hand. "Can I come in or should I leave it here?" he continued.
She pulled the door open, a hand on her forehead, "No, no, come in, come in." she made her wat dizzily over to the chaise lounge, sitting cross legged. "Please, sit down, I don't have any crates lying around, so this will have to do." She forced a smile.
As she opened the door Aesop could see the extent of the damage done to her, more than just scratches and bruises, and she must have a massive headache from the beat-
'Wait is that scotch on her breath?' He suddenly remembered Pixie carrying scotch and two glasses, hopefully they had talked. He walked in and chuckled at her statement. "Yeah, I wonder how the hell I'm even allowed to carry a gun sometimes." He pulled up a chair to sit opposite from her, his hair hanging lazily over his shoulder, odd considering he always wore his ponytail proudly. "So um... how are you?"
Lilith closed her eyes, rubbing her temples in a circular motion with her index fingers. "All things considered." She thought for a second, "I'm doing fine." She didn't have the heart to tell him, or maybe she was just a coward, she hadn't decided on that part yet. She looked up at the man, noting his uncharacteristically scruffy appearance, "How about you, are you okay? You look a bit... dishevelled."
She didn't look good, Aesop assumed that it was because of what Pixie had done to her. "Oh me I um... I just..." he stumbled with his speech and looked to the floor. "Well I'd say I had a bad night but that would be dumb considering, sorry I'll shut up." His voice petered off pathetically.
She smiled slightly "Where you worrying about me?"
"Um, well yeah. I spent most of my time in my room and in the cargo hold yesterday. First stuck in a crate and then resting from the wounds of the crate... splinters" he chuckled, anyone else he'd worry he was too vulgar.
"Awwwww" She held out her arms. It was the kind 'aww' reserved for the sick, stuffy nose sounds and everything. "You were worried about meeeeeeeeee." she giggled, her voice cracking. "Give me a hug." She used both hands to beckon Aesop towards her.
Aesop's eyes went wide for a moment as he reached in for a hug. Aesop wished he hadn't found her so attractive, he hoped that his embrace of her didn't feel suspect or anything. He tried to hug her tightly but not so much that he would hurt her wounds. Even with all of these injuries she still managed to be beau-
'FOCUS YOU FUCK!' His mind yelled at him to get back on topic.
He pulled back slowly from the hug. "I don't wanna press but, why did she do this?"
Lilith silently thanked Aesop for his gentlness. She was pretty damn tender all over at the moment. Then he asked the question she'd been dreading. "Err, I umm..." after everything Pixie had told her, she was loathe to paint her in a bad light. "I umm, questioned her authority, and she punished me for it." Christ, that sounded terrible even to her. "But's okay now!" She quickly added, "We talked things out, and everything's okay!" She tried to make her voice sound as optimistic as she could.
Aesop was somewhat speechless at her statement, mouthing the beginnings of words without saying them. "Bu- Lil- She... Lil I can't think of anything that would excuse this? Some things maybe but questioning authority? What the fuck?" Concern was painted on his face.
Lilith winced, "She may have been a bit... over zealous, but she had a bad day, and I only made it worse." Keep diggin Lil, jus keep diggin'. She quickly tried to change the subject. "Anyway, you said you had a present!"
Sighing he said "Yeah I do... a couple," he reached into the bag and grabbed a large carton of ciggarettes. "I figured you needed them"
Lilith's eyes lit up as Aesop produced the carton of cigarettes. "Wow, those look real fancy!" She gently took them from him, "Thanks!" She looked over the carton then glanced upwards, "From the train loot, yeah?"
Aesop smiled as he saw her eyes light up. "Yeah, there's a lot of real good loot in there, got some of these too but I'm not sure you like them." He reached in and pulled out the cigars he had stashed for himself, she needs them more than him.
"I've never really tried smoking cigars before, but I'll take 'em if you're giving them away." She smiled weakly.
He smiled and parted with the cigars, pulling out a match box from the bag as well. "Just let me keep a couple, I haven't smoked since I was a teenager but damn it calms my shit down, mind if I light up?"
Lilith crossed her arms across her chest, an amused expression on her face.
He blushed and said "Right, dumb question." He put the cigar between his lips and lit the match, lighting his cigar smoke bellowed out uncontrollaby, hiding his face for a moment. "Want one?"
Lilith smiled as she leaned forward, gently grabbing the already lit cigar from Aesop's mouth. "Don't mind if I dooo." She placed the cigar in her mouth, well, there's a first time for everything. Her eyes widened as she took a drag. It was much stronger than what she was used to, but it was good, damn good in fact. She removed it from her mouth, blowing a long plume of smoke. "Wow, these are awesome!"
Aesop was surprised as she took the cigar from his mouth and grinned as he saw her not being custom to the cigar. "Well well I can handle a cigar better than Lillith, yippee me." He smiled proudly through the smoke.
Lilith stuck her tongue out cheekily, "Fine, I'll let you have that small insignificant victory."
"Fuck yeah insignifigant victory!" He yanked the cigar from her hand and took a long drag, smoke covering his face as he chuckled.
Her laugh was cut short, as a stabbing pain shot across her shoulder. "Christ, I feel like shit." She smiled weakly, her eyes were bloodshot and tired.
Quickly he reached over and put his hand on her shoulder, not thinking and putting it on the one that hurt. "Are you alright?"
Lilith smiled, wincing slightly as he touched her shoulder, "Ah ah, not that one."
"Fuck fuck sorry," he went to put a hand on her other shoulder before resting them by his side, reclining to just leaving her alone. "Best just not do any touching at all, I don't wanna hurt you any worse... Please Lil just tell me what happened..." Considering that Lillith was closer to others in the crew than him this next sentence came as somewhat as a surprise.
"I hate seeing you like this."
Lilith looked at the ground, wringing her hands slightly. "I know this isn't what you want to hear, so I'm sorry." She couldn't tell him, not in way that didn't undermine Pixie, "You'll have to ask the captain yourself."
Aesop sighed and looked to the ground before standing and kissing the top of her head. "You don't have to say anything Lil, and you never have to be sorry. I just-" he clenched his fists and face for a moment before continuing. "This just seems like abuse you know, and I'm sorry I don't wanna make you feel bad but..." he sighed, knowing that to her he was going to sound like a complete insensitive asshole. "The way you're acting about what she did to you, its like that of a victim of domestic abuse. Defending her after nearly killing you... we all have problems, and I'll admit mine I brought on myself, but this was just sadistic."
She smiled slightly as Aesop kissed her head. His reaction was understandable, he didn't know Pixie's reasons, and even then, it still wasn't something she could be excused for doing, but it did make it a lot easier to understand why. "Believe me when I say that this has no chance of ever happening again, this was a one off." She thought for a second, "If you see me in this state again, then yes, you can start worrying, but until then, there's really nothing to be concerned about."
Aesop sat opposite her with his hand on his forehead leaning into it, his eyes closed and looking stressed. "But I'm already concerned Lillith. Fuck I'm not sure if I can trust her if she can do this to someone she supposedly loves. She's kicked my ass before but I deserved it every time, I was either doing something fucked up and evil or I was trying'na get drunk, but this is so fucking wrong. You couldn't have done anything as fucked up as I did and even then, she never went to town on me like she did to you." His voice creaked, he was clearly getting upset. 'This wasn't the woman who saved me from being another scumbag with no morals...' He took an incredibly long drag of the cigar and rested it between the fingers of his other hand.
Lilith was beginning to run out of ways she could end this topic of conversation. "There's nothing I can say that will change your mind, nothing I'm at liberty to discuss, any way." She painfully got to her feet, resting a hand on Aesop's head. "Trust me, eveything is fine, it will all be made clear in time. It's just not something I can talk about right now." She decided then and there that she wouldn't tell anyone about her and Sprout leaving the Maiden for good.
Tears were brought to Aesop's eyes as she touched his head. He sighed and blew out even more smoke as he said with hurt in his voice, "I'll trust you Lillith, I will. I'm just upset at her, sorry about all this I'm just making you feel worse." Standing up he gave her a breif hug. "I'm sorry." Pulling away he reached into the bag. "I had another thing to give to you." Silently and slowly, Aesop hesistantly reached into his bag. The thing that terrified him the most in this world, what could ruin him, kill him, turn him into the piece of shit that Pixie had killed a long time ago.
Slowly he pulled out a large bottle of whiskey and placed it on her table.
"I gotta go do my workout routine. Keeps me focused y'know."
Lilith smiled sadly, "Thank you Aesop, I know this is hard. It will all make sense to you in a couple of days, I promise." Too bad she wouldn't be around to see it happen.
"I know. I trust you Lillith." He said sadly as he made his way for the door. "See you around." he said, leaving.
Lilith waited until he closed the door behind himself, a sad look in her eyes. "I'll miss you too, you big oaf."