I feel sympathy towards you. I was in the same situation when I was younger: $5 a week, a strong desire to play games, and the technical knowhow to pirate. Here is my solution; I pirated what I wanted to play, but I promised myself that I would absolutely purchase the games I enjoyed once I was older and had the money. Now I have about $300 dollars free spending money a month, and, pay attention here, I have FOLLOWED THROUGH. I own all the Blizzard games, all the X-Com games, all the Fallout games, and many more... some of them, I haven't even gotten around to playing since I purchased them, but that isn't the point.
Why would I spend money on these games now, when I have little or no gain from them? Sure, I could say it is because I held true to my moral principles, but the real truth is more selfish. I want more of these games, or similar games, so I essentially donate my money to the developers and publishers, slightly increasing the demand for said games, providing the funding to create more.
I still pirate every single game I play before I play it, but any game I actually enjoy I then purchase. Those that I like more then usual, I might also buy for my friends (Braid, for example). I believe that telling people to not consume media because they cannot afford it is absurd, but to not buy those games you truly love when you have the means to do so is just wrong and despicable.
Why would I spend money on these games now, when I have little or no gain from them? Sure, I could say it is because I held true to my moral principles, but the real truth is more selfish. I want more of these games, or similar games, so I essentially donate my money to the developers and publishers, slightly increasing the demand for said games, providing the funding to create more.
I still pirate every single game I play before I play it, but any game I actually enjoy I then purchase. Those that I like more then usual, I might also buy for my friends (Braid, for example). I believe that telling people to not consume media because they cannot afford it is absurd, but to not buy those games you truly love when you have the means to do so is just wrong and despicable.