Nouw said:
Beffudled Sheep said:
When I fall asleep on my back I have these weird hallucinations and moments of my mind being awake but my body being mostly paralyzed.
Not that weird, it's surprisingly common. I once had a nightmare where I was in that state and I couldn't wake up properly. I imagine that's what being in a coma is like.
That's just sleep paralysis, honestly. It's actually fairly common.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis
I tend to have a fairly "cartoony" outlook of the world. I look at people and I don't really see persons, but rather bundles of traits and quirks. I see an obese man and I wonder if he's eating his emotions or problems, or if he simply doesn't give a fuck about his self-image. I hear persons with a peculiar laugh and I wonder what kind of life story comes with that sound. I look at the news and I can sometimes have trouble telling caricatures of politicians apart from the real thing.
Anecdotes I recount can sometimes end up riddled with references to Chuck Jones and Tex Avery material. I am my friends' go-to-person if you want to know who voiced what character in this or that series.
Yet here I am, working on a guy who was a monumental square in life and who was scared of anything that didn't fit his narrow definition of the world. If anything, Lovecraft feels like my complete opposite. I love geeking out to scientific news, and here I am working on the oeuvre of a guy who was convinced we were all hurtling towards our doom very early on in the twentieth century; that science was going to get us killed.
As a result, I'm the least "adult" adult you could ever meet. I've got a job, a paycheck, responsibilities, rent; the whole shebang. Instead of doing the acceptable Young Adult things like tripping out on Arcade Fire or attending theatre performances around Montreal, I watch old TV shows I torrent - mostly cartoons.
My own coworkers think I can be fairly odd, and I wouldn't have it any other way.