Doclector said:
DementedSheep said:
Well honestly what sounds like you are doing is taking a whole bunch of stuff said by different people and aimed at different groups, conglomerating it into one big thing that targets you specifically and then being very paranoid about it. Criticism aimed at group as a whole aren't criticism aimed everyone in that group. Relax a little.
I try. But it honestly feels like it doesn't matter whether it's aimed at me or not when if these views become the new norm, I'll be labelled like that anyway.
You mean, just like women are usually labelled as "fake gamers", "bitches", "sluts", "doing it for attention", "ugly" and so on? I get where you're coming from, man. I don't like flaunting my interests either because of possibility of insults, attacks and mocking that are coming from the inside of the community I try to be a part of and I also get the insults, attacks and mockery from people outside of the community who don't understand gaming. So that's double damage for me, simply for being a woman (and I'm white so even I don't get as much shit as someone who is also black or transgendered). Of course, that doesn't invalidate your pain, but if you know what being insulted feels like, one would think that you'd be on our side in our efforts to stop harassment and insults within the community (and out of it).
Now, I exaggerate a little bit. I'm lucky enough to never have received insults or harassment online. Most of the reasons are the fact that I don't use female-sounding names and I often pick a male PC in online games and I don't use voice chat with people I don't know. So basically, I hide within the community, lay low and avoid the barrage of attacks that some other people are getting (like outspoken women, LGBT community, non-white people and so on). Aside from hiding in the community itself, I also hide IRL because most people around me don't understand gaming, starting with my family. There aren't many people that know how much I play games, recently some of my friends were like "Oooh, you're a gamer! I never would have guessed, you are so different than most of them", implying that wow, I'm a decent human being and gamers are not. But when people said that, I simply calmly stated "Yeah, some people in the community are bad, but most are not", meaning I admitted that there are bad elements and that doesn't damage my personal reputation because I am not that bad element. People realized that and they don't bother me anymore. I don't get insulted when someone says "Gamers are assholes" because I know that it's a shorthand for "Some members of the gaming community are really bad and give the rest of them a bad reputation, and I hope that we can solve this problem with the help of people from that community". And I don't get insulted also because I know they are not talking about me.
So if you know that you're a decent human being and you respect others, you don't have to feel insulted. Unless someone targets you personally. If you've been the target personally for no reason at all, then I am sorry. That's bullshit. That's the kind of bullshit that people want to get rid of in order to make this community a place where people don't have to hide in fear of harassment based on their name tag. And that's, in turn, going to improve our reputation from the viewpoint of outsiders.
And when it comes to hiding your identity, I feel you. I know what that's like, but I also know that people will never react in any outrageous way in 90% of the situations you will encounter. Most of the time, they'll nod and say something like "Oh, really? Okay". Who knows, maybe there are a people around you who share your interests, but you just don't know about it. Well, unless you live in a really shitty place and everyone around is a prejudiced prick. In that case, move as far as soon as you can. Also, in regards to something from your first post:
Doclector said:
Whether a purchase makes me look like a creep is an actual factor in my game and movie buying decisions for fear of someone taking a photo of me and putting it on some tumblr blog along with my contact details so they can make my life hell for buying a guardians of the galaxy comic that could've done with far more thought put into the front cover.
This is not going to happen. Don't limit your enjoyment of things based on some imaginary possible slights that happen never. By the way, from what I've seen in 4 years on Tumblr, people absolutely adore both the Guardians of the Galaxy movie and the comics, with the exception of some hardcore fans that think the movie didn't do justice to the original characters. If you need a community of GOTG lovers to talk to, I can give you at least five quality blogs where people share their love for this particular thing. But seriously. Tumblr doesn't do manhunts, especially not for someone liking a comic book, simply because that site is filled to the brim with comic book fans.