My dick
I don't know. In a weird way, I kind of want a girl to be... pure, I guess. Maybe that's not accurate. See, I grew up and live in Utah. I really find myself attracted to the Mormon types-- not the "too Mormon" types, of course, we'd be grating on each other's nerves at all times. I suppose a better way to put it would be an "open-minded Mormon." It sounds kind of fucked up to say, but my ideal girlfriend would be the result of corruption, so to speak. What I mean by that is that you take the basic "Mormon Girl," and then add me. A girl who doesn't swear, but doesn't mind when I do, or who believes in God but doesn't mind that I don't. I remember reading about the psychology of relationships once; the two types are symmetrical and complementary; they are basically what they sound like. In the former, the two people are similar, have similar interests, and click because of that. In the latter, the two are unalike, offering a sense of completeness; their traits compensate for your shortcomings and vice versa. I think that'd be fairly accurate. I'm uncomfortable around people; and yet the girls I "crush on," so to speak, are the social butterfly types. I'm not a particularly good student; they're usually AP/ Student Government. I remember a girl once approached me because she saw I was reading Nietzsche, and much to my delight, she said, "I read some of him."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah, my sister and I were reading Thus Spoke Zarathustra, but she wanted to stop because it was anti-God and stuff."
Chuckle; "Yeah, it is."
"Depends on how you read it."
At this point, I really should've been like, "No. What? It blatantly is; even a brief glance at Nietzsche's other works makes that clear. He wrote a book called Anti-Christ. Arguably his most famous quote is 'God is dead.' You don't know what you're talking about."
But instead I was like, "I suppose so," and all the while thinking, well, she at least knows about Nietzsche; that means she's a little open-minded.
